oldsoul
Dec 19, 2011, 02:05 PM
My boyfriend of 2 years went away on exchange for 4 months. About 2 months in, I broke up with him because I was feel so good here by myself. I was doing a lot more and I felt like I was living for me. About 2 weeks later I knew it was the wrong decision but decided to wait until he returned to tell him.
He came back a few days ago and we met up for coffee. I poured my heart out, telling him that I still loved him and wanted nothing more than another opportunity. I told him that regardless of the past this was where I was now and that I was going to fight for him, but would respect his decision if he asked me to stop.
He then told me that he had been seeing someone the last month he was away. It hurts like nothing ever has before. I don't know what to do.
I then rearended someone driving home. I feel so guilty and stupid. I'm a new driver and I just feel like such an idiot.
He came back a few days ago and we met up for coffee. I poured my heart out, telling him that I still loved him and wanted nothing more than another opportunity. I told him that regardless of the past this was where I was now and that I was going to fight for him, but would respect his decision if he asked me to stop.
He then told me that he had been seeing someone the last month he was away. It hurts like nothing ever has before. I don't know what to do.
I then rearended someone driving home. I feel so guilty and stupid. I'm a new driver and I just feel like such an idiot.