Okay,
Last night I went to the Vday dance with all my friends.At dances I'm always the girl who can break it down with her crew but never with a boy.All my friends had their Boyfriends and almost all the songs were slow, so my job was what I always do at dances.Take the awesome pix.So after I had taken everyone's picture, I decided to sit down for awhile and talk with some of my other notsoclose friends.Well, I ended up watching my friends dance. And this is where it hit me.I wanted one.My first best friends was dancing with her boyfriend I had always found sumwhat ugly, but when they danced together they were the perfect couple.He is taller than her, and she was leaning on him while they danced forever, and then my friend K* was with her boyfriend I had never really thought as a good looking person but they were probably the best couple.They had only been going out 2 months, but they were great.She and him were dancing so close and he was talking to her and she was laughing... And then my friend B* had only been going out with her boyfriend for a week and they were dancing with each other and sort of hugging, my friend N* was with her onoff again boyfriend and he actually taught her to walts or twostep or whatever and they did that.My friend who moved here a week ago and her and her boyfriend were so cute. Heck even my friendT* went with a guy who was really short and she was in heels and she was leaning over him when they danced but it was still cute!! My point is is that I am tired of being the girl without a story.I want one.I want one to dance with like theirs! Im not going to steal thiers But my major problem is thatr I am emotionally tough with guys and I am the girl who is all tough and I often don't let anyone get close to me emotionally by being afraid of getting hurt! Someone help m eby giving me any advice you got!! PLEASE!!

Be yourself, don't change yourself to be "accepted", if people don't like you for who you are then there not your real friends. Emotionally tough, do you mean that your mean or that you don't show your emotions? If your mean then the answer is obvious try to not be... be accepting and patient, try to be a good friend. If you don't show emotion, well then all I can say is that you have to try to trust people more and let them in, and this isn't something that's easy.

I don't think you should want a boyfriend just to look good, I think the reason you should want to get into a relationship is because you meet a guy that you want to get to know better. Not to fit in and look good.

I don't want one to fit in but I want one! I am not mean like making fun of them, but not like really being open with them or showing that I am mad or whatever.