Uh... you know what! I'm losiing my mind... yeah! That's what it seems to be,everything I do or I say become a miserable mistake this is how she sees thinks )= and I don't know what to do anymore, she really makes things so hard for me
I really don't know why. Her and I were so closed to each other she was the most important person to me and she still. We were best friend for real, we used to share everything no matter its important it's like if I became her and she became me. But theses days I'm confused about us because it seems that she doesn't considering me as her bestfreind anymore, why! I don't know!
I'm treating by a way that I didn't use to be treated by...
is this what we called " friendship "!

How old are you?

You are/were best friends - ask her. She (presumably) knows what happened, what changed, why she's behaving the way she is.

You don't have to accuse her. Just ask her.

And, yes, maybe this is her version of "friendship."

I don't think so this is not her version of friendship because she didn't used to be like that at all.
I've already asked her once about that & guess what she said that I'm the one who changed not her; she said now that we talked about this we will be fine again, but this it's not good for now and it's not because of me it's because of her I don't know her anymore.
& I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive :(