shesanonymous
Nov 26, 2011, 09:01 AM
I know this may sound really wrong but my soon to be boyfriend has just turned 20 and I'm turning 16 in a month and few days.Most peoples reactions are ''what the hell is a 20 year old doing with a 16 year old? '' (maybe thinking he's using me for sex)But it really isn't like that. Let me start of by saying,I've never been in love before and I know I'm young but I truly feel that this IS love.
From a very young age I've been seeing people around my age throwing the word 'i love you' to so many people they had been in relationships with and it made me think that well if your in love with every guy your in a relationship with,How would you understand the real meaning of love. When I was younger I had been out with people before but never had feelings for them,just been out with them because they were good looking or maybe had I had a little crush on them. With me it had always been a thing where I liked older guys(2/3Years),and older because I felt more protected than being with people my age if anything ever happened.
So this guy I'm with now wasn't really love at first site,It was really 'hotty on this website'. Anyway me and this Guy had so much in common,He was like a boy version of me lol and we'd tell each other anything to everything. He was my best friend . Almost Every night We'd skype and make jokes till the early hours of the mornings. Some people I told about us thought we were cheesy(because we were making up silly nicknames for one another and taking turns to say night) but in the end (which is now,A few people have started to grow on us ). Everyone had thought I had met him but I hadn't. It was a thing where we were both just never had time.
Coincidentally,This guy used to live 10 minutes away from where I did (literally) And when I moved to my new area,he moved out of his,Luckily for both of us he moved nowhere far.
To cut the LONG story Short, When I first started talking to him I just thought he was a really good looking guy but now every time I talk to him,I don't think about his looks,I think about his personality and how much we click. If something was to ever to happen to him,I'd stick by his side no matter what.
We had gone through little disagreements in the past ,which was very natural and even now we never liked to think of them like that..
We're supposed to be meeting up this week for the first time ever and I'm SOOO excited,and that's all I'm really thinking about. We had planned sex in the past for when we met but it was me that was sending all the hints and he was the one saying we don't have to,if I'm not ready(I'm not a virgin by the way). Any other guy would never stop sex and this is one of the things that makes me believe he's my Mr.perfect and he really does love me.Although he tells me he does every night,He also proves it. I trust him with all my heart and honestly without him I wouldn't be as happy as I am now.This Guy is my Soul-mate And I Love Him !x
From a very young age I've been seeing people around my age throwing the word 'i love you' to so many people they had been in relationships with and it made me think that well if your in love with every guy your in a relationship with,How would you understand the real meaning of love. When I was younger I had been out with people before but never had feelings for them,just been out with them because they were good looking or maybe had I had a little crush on them. With me it had always been a thing where I liked older guys(2/3Years),and older because I felt more protected than being with people my age if anything ever happened.
So this guy I'm with now wasn't really love at first site,It was really 'hotty on this website'. Anyway me and this Guy had so much in common,He was like a boy version of me lol and we'd tell each other anything to everything. He was my best friend . Almost Every night We'd skype and make jokes till the early hours of the mornings. Some people I told about us thought we were cheesy(because we were making up silly nicknames for one another and taking turns to say night) but in the end (which is now,A few people have started to grow on us ). Everyone had thought I had met him but I hadn't. It was a thing where we were both just never had time.
Coincidentally,This guy used to live 10 minutes away from where I did (literally) And when I moved to my new area,he moved out of his,Luckily for both of us he moved nowhere far.
To cut the LONG story Short, When I first started talking to him I just thought he was a really good looking guy but now every time I talk to him,I don't think about his looks,I think about his personality and how much we click. If something was to ever to happen to him,I'd stick by his side no matter what.
We had gone through little disagreements in the past ,which was very natural and even now we never liked to think of them like that..
We're supposed to be meeting up this week for the first time ever and I'm SOOO excited,and that's all I'm really thinking about. We had planned sex in the past for when we met but it was me that was sending all the hints and he was the one saying we don't have to,if I'm not ready(I'm not a virgin by the way). Any other guy would never stop sex and this is one of the things that makes me believe he's my Mr.perfect and he really does love me.Although he tells me he does every night,He also proves it. I trust him with all my heart and honestly without him I wouldn't be as happy as I am now.This Guy is my Soul-mate And I Love Him !x