nealsmemory
Nov 19, 2011, 08:47 AM
Mentally, I feel like I'm a wreck but how do I make a professional understand how I feel? I barely function through the day, and the effort to appear 'normal' is exhausting. I know I'm depressed, but apparently I'm very sensitive to meds because I have BAD reactions to them. After the latest med reacted, the Dr. told the nurse (didn't tell me himself) to tell me that he didn't know of anything else to do for me, if he thought of something he would let me know. My mind spins and whirls, I can't remember how to do things I've done for years, I feel so sad my chest literally hurts. When I'm around people, I will look at them and cannot think of anything to say, I feel I no longer relate to anybody. I have a husband and good family, I just feel like I'm crazy (no offense to anyone with that term). I don't want to go anywhere - I've always loved the beach but now I have zero interest. I feel dead inside. Can anyone relate or help?