guitarteacher18
Nov 14, 2011, 03:22 AM
I've this strange feeling that's driving me absolutely mad. I'm not sure of I can accurately describe how I feel, but I'll try my best. I feel as if I'd forgotten something, like my car keys or a lighter, but I know I haven't, I feel like I'm on the verge of crying but I want to laugh, I feel like I have a void between my stomach and my heart. Is this loneliness that I've not yet experienced or is it something else, a nicotine craving maybe? I just started smoking again, I've always smoked but not like now, this time I feel as if it's become an addiction. But also, I've never been so lonely before, my friends are moving away. I feel dissatisfied with something, myself?
Please help me, this feeling is driving me mad.
Please help me, this feeling is driving me mad.