gypsy39
Oct 20, 2011, 11:54 PM
Or, perfect example, try to brush his shoulder or cheek and he pulls away and says, "I don't like to be touched a lot"? How about a fiancé who has never taken you on a date, not even for a walk in a park? Or a fiancé who's idea of foreplay now is 2 minutes hugging, "making love" for 3 minutes, before he rolls over on his side of the bed for another month or two? Or the fiancé who gets irritated because I couldn't wait another month for asthma medication (and I'm sure you asthma sufferers know the joys of feeling like your being suffocated every night)?
I could go on, but I may be moved to be moving on. I love my fiancé, but I refuse to be abused. Neglect is abuse too. I used to care about what I looked like, I wasn't in debt, I was hopeful. He says he has always been like this. His ex wife complained he never wanted to have sex. I can't live like this. Would it kill you to stroke my cheek once in a blue moon, hug me without request, tell me how beautiful I am to you?
He goes for drives at night. Says its because it helps him think when he's stuck on a project for work or has had a stressful day. Fine and dandy, but why on Tuesday and Thursday nights? I love him, but sometimes, I would rather be alone. I cry all the time now. I miss his touch. I feel like I don't matter to him. I feel that the only reason I'm here is to help him pay his bills and help raise his almost adult daughter. I don't care about money and status, although I know the importance. I just wanted someone to love and share my life with. I tend to be traditional about certain things, but I am very open minded, so why is it so hard to find a man who wishes for the same?
I could go on, but I may be moved to be moving on. I love my fiancé, but I refuse to be abused. Neglect is abuse too. I used to care about what I looked like, I wasn't in debt, I was hopeful. He says he has always been like this. His ex wife complained he never wanted to have sex. I can't live like this. Would it kill you to stroke my cheek once in a blue moon, hug me without request, tell me how beautiful I am to you?
He goes for drives at night. Says its because it helps him think when he's stuck on a project for work or has had a stressful day. Fine and dandy, but why on Tuesday and Thursday nights? I love him, but sometimes, I would rather be alone. I cry all the time now. I miss his touch. I feel like I don't matter to him. I feel that the only reason I'm here is to help him pay his bills and help raise his almost adult daughter. I don't care about money and status, although I know the importance. I just wanted someone to love and share my life with. I tend to be traditional about certain things, but I am very open minded, so why is it so hard to find a man who wishes for the same?