Blade1234
Oct 16, 2011, 03:11 PM
I have been with this girl for more than a year we have a distant relationship.
We were really serious and she is crazy in love with me she came to my country after 2 months of being with her and she was crazy about it and we had a lot of fun.
Then we spent 2 months apart and then a month together in her country, our feeling for each other got stronger and stronger to the point we talked about living together and maybe getting more serious.
At the summer I when to her country again and spend about 3 months together and I was going to leave the to go back to my studies and I got a flat for us to be in because she was coming to stay with me and she was 100% sure she wanted to do that, she even booked her ticket when I was there for one way. After I went away in about a month she called me and she said she was not sure for coming for a year or two to stay with me and it made me feel bad but I told her that I am not pressuring her and its her choice if she wants to stay for less, she also said she was scared about coming because she said it made her feel like that she had to come and be with me and she had to give up everything and I told her that its not like that and that my feeling for her are clear and not a doubts is in my mind, so she said its OK.
After two days she called me and told me that she is thinking about canceling the ticket and as you understand I got sad and scared, I asked what is the reason for that and she said that she doesn't want to leave and go and stay with me because she is not sure that that's what she wants to do and that is she is going to come she has to be 100%. Even though she said to me when I was with her that she was 100% to come, now she has changed her mind in like a week. Its insane because a week before everything was OK and perfect and then a week after everything became crazy. I talked to her and try to figure something out and she told me that she is not sure and she need some time to think about that and she asked me not to think that it has nothing to do with us and that she loved me.
Next morning she called me and she was crying and we tried to talk and I did my best to make her feel better and I did. Then next day we went on and talked again and it seemed that the problem was still there and she was still confused about everything and then she became distant from me and barely messaged me but she did tell me that she loved me in her messages. I talked to her after 3 days but during those 3 days we were sending about 4 messaged a day and no calls or anything. I was worrying insane but I didn't show it to her and after 3 days I had a serious conversation were she told me all the problems and droughts that she was having and most of them were like, I don't want to leave everything behind, I was just standing to get along with my brother, I didn't really get to hung out with my friend a lot this passed year. She was crying when she was talking to me and I asked her, were are we going with us and she said she didn't know anymore, she said that she was stressed and she needed time and I asked her is she wants to break up with me because that what she made me feel like the passed week and she said that's not what she wants at all, she said that she loves me and doesn't want to lose me.
I told her to be honest and truthful with me and tell me if the way she feels for me actual love and not just a friendly love or just words, she told me that she does love me and that is not the case and that was she is trying to do is figure things out to see if she truly wants to take a risk and do that with me because if she is coming to me she is coming with no doubts. I told her that what she was telling me I understand and told her to not make her decision based on fear because all she is doing is adding doubts from the fear she has.
Then after that conversation we had we just made it clear that we love each other and that we want to be with each other but still she needed time to figure out if she was ready to come. She keep saying that if she cancel the ticket she might make it for coming later or next year and I told her that if you stay away from me for 5 months I don't think you will feel the same way as you did when it was just 4 weeks to come to me and when she will sit down and think about it after we have been 5 months away her decision will be based on false feeling at the time because distance can make thinks seem really distant.
I told her that maybe we shouldn't talk at all this time so her feelings for me can come true in her mind and I know they will since the last time she call me and was crying and when we were not really talking for 3 days she was ****. She easily gets scared and I understand her fears but I told her that sometimes some sacrifices have to be made and she didn't have to come for a long time she could come for a month and then go home and then rethink about coming again.
How much time do you think I should give her and if she messages me what should I do.
I tried to say things as best as I could. If have not understand something tell me so I can reply giving a full explanation.
Any advice would be good.
We were really serious and she is crazy in love with me she came to my country after 2 months of being with her and she was crazy about it and we had a lot of fun.
Then we spent 2 months apart and then a month together in her country, our feeling for each other got stronger and stronger to the point we talked about living together and maybe getting more serious.
At the summer I when to her country again and spend about 3 months together and I was going to leave the to go back to my studies and I got a flat for us to be in because she was coming to stay with me and she was 100% sure she wanted to do that, she even booked her ticket when I was there for one way. After I went away in about a month she called me and she said she was not sure for coming for a year or two to stay with me and it made me feel bad but I told her that I am not pressuring her and its her choice if she wants to stay for less, she also said she was scared about coming because she said it made her feel like that she had to come and be with me and she had to give up everything and I told her that its not like that and that my feeling for her are clear and not a doubts is in my mind, so she said its OK.
After two days she called me and told me that she is thinking about canceling the ticket and as you understand I got sad and scared, I asked what is the reason for that and she said that she doesn't want to leave and go and stay with me because she is not sure that that's what she wants to do and that is she is going to come she has to be 100%. Even though she said to me when I was with her that she was 100% to come, now she has changed her mind in like a week. Its insane because a week before everything was OK and perfect and then a week after everything became crazy. I talked to her and try to figure something out and she told me that she is not sure and she need some time to think about that and she asked me not to think that it has nothing to do with us and that she loved me.
Next morning she called me and she was crying and we tried to talk and I did my best to make her feel better and I did. Then next day we went on and talked again and it seemed that the problem was still there and she was still confused about everything and then she became distant from me and barely messaged me but she did tell me that she loved me in her messages. I talked to her after 3 days but during those 3 days we were sending about 4 messaged a day and no calls or anything. I was worrying insane but I didn't show it to her and after 3 days I had a serious conversation were she told me all the problems and droughts that she was having and most of them were like, I don't want to leave everything behind, I was just standing to get along with my brother, I didn't really get to hung out with my friend a lot this passed year. She was crying when she was talking to me and I asked her, were are we going with us and she said she didn't know anymore, she said that she was stressed and she needed time and I asked her is she wants to break up with me because that what she made me feel like the passed week and she said that's not what she wants at all, she said that she loves me and doesn't want to lose me.
I told her to be honest and truthful with me and tell me if the way she feels for me actual love and not just a friendly love or just words, she told me that she does love me and that is not the case and that was she is trying to do is figure things out to see if she truly wants to take a risk and do that with me because if she is coming to me she is coming with no doubts. I told her that what she was telling me I understand and told her to not make her decision based on fear because all she is doing is adding doubts from the fear she has.
Then after that conversation we had we just made it clear that we love each other and that we want to be with each other but still she needed time to figure out if she was ready to come. She keep saying that if she cancel the ticket she might make it for coming later or next year and I told her that if you stay away from me for 5 months I don't think you will feel the same way as you did when it was just 4 weeks to come to me and when she will sit down and think about it after we have been 5 months away her decision will be based on false feeling at the time because distance can make thinks seem really distant.
I told her that maybe we shouldn't talk at all this time so her feelings for me can come true in her mind and I know they will since the last time she call me and was crying and when we were not really talking for 3 days she was ****. She easily gets scared and I understand her fears but I told her that sometimes some sacrifices have to be made and she didn't have to come for a long time she could come for a month and then go home and then rethink about coming again.
How much time do you think I should give her and if she messages me what should I do.
I tried to say things as best as I could. If have not understand something tell me so I can reply giving a full explanation.
Any advice would be good.