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Jacqueline19
Oct 12, 2011, 02:37 AM
Okay so about a year ago, there was this boy who was basically obsessed with me. I paid him no attention because I felt I was better than him. Whatever call me a high maintanced girl, that's okay. Anyway a boyfriend and I had broken up so I decided I wanted to date this said guy who was obsessed with me. And it was okay, until a boy came along a month later who I had though was amazing, he is my current boyfriend and we live together. But it so happens every now and then I still think of this boy that was obsessed with me. And I don't know if I miss him or I miss certain things about him, like someone obsessing over me and actually making me feel like I'm loved. But the guy who obsessed over me had no life goals or was doing anything with his life and I knowbim better off with my current boyfriend, so why the hell do I think about this other guy? I wouldn't mind being his friend, if I had a way of even getting a hold of him, but my boyfriend would freak the effect out.