Okay this isn't for attention seeking or what eva you might thing I genuinly need so advice so here it goes...


Something is the matter with me. Last year I had a minor case of , I cut myself off from everyone I cared about and began to harm myself, I wasn't proud of it but this last year I have got myself back on my feet I hardly felt sad I'm getting A's at school and my life is good, but these past two weeks I have been crying for no reason wanting to be left alone and hiding in my room, I'm sad all the time not laughing and joking like the class clown I'm known for but I'm angry, so so angry but I have no idea what at, I'm so confused I don't know how to deal with it and this is my last resort. I'm not a fan of doctos so I couldn't talk to her, I have a thing about hospitals and doctors. There is just no reason for me to feel like this, no deaths, no relationship problems, hell there is NOTHING wrong with my life,I'm starting to think that maybe I'm just broken ;/

No, not broken, you sound like you are in control, and a little misdirected, but you do need a doctor to confirm what you are feeling, not necessarily sounds like depression, Ultra, more like bipolar (we are not supposed to diagnose here so this is just a guess on my part from what you have described). You are great in school, carrying on your normal personality, but once in a while you get sort of 'outta here'.

You say you don't like doctors, but quite seriously, go to one, talk it out and see what is the matter because you owe it to yourself to find out. May be nothing, a glitch in the mainstream of life, but you just have to find out my dear, and good luck.

Tick

Okay I have booked an appointment and ill take your advice thank you so much for being so understanding!

Ultra