Well.. Hey guys my name is Theresa... Just call me Tess.. And I'm in a bit of a MESS!

I'm having probably, the best ****ing sex of my life ! :D He's 22, I'm 24.. No big deal.

For starters I'd like to get something's out of the way... In case you're thinking any of these things...

NO! There isn't any awkwardness
NO! I didn't get knocked up
NO! We haven't been exposed


YES! I'm developing a mild "crush"?. SHOCKER RIGHT?

*shakes head* You know, I knew this would happen.

So, it's simple. We've had (great, great, great) casual sex on more then one occasion.
We seem to keep it as if we don't really speak at work. I honestly don't mind it.
We BBM each other back and forth every day... Usually naughty kinky nonsense.. ( Mostly me HAH! ) It's fun, I like it. I'm happy... At least I think I am.

Knowing I may have opened myself up to getting completely shattered is my own fault.
If by chance I even remotely thought I'd be this into him, believe you me... I would have kept my panties on.

BUT NOW! Now I like him.. And I honestly couldn't tell if he likes me in that way.
Allow me to tell you a few things that drive me WILD.. First of all, he turns me on like a mother****er!. And I him. But he isn't expressive about it.. In fact he's very to himself, which is grabbing my interest even more. He has beautiful blue eyes, ever time he looks at me I actually feel my face getting red. ( THAT'S NOT ME! )

I used to be a model and it's almost like everyone and their neigh bough wants a piece, or crushes on me. But this guy, yes he talks about me at work, says I'm HOT. I've caught him asking the other receptionist about me. He added my Facebook.. Before we slept together, he was the million question man. Still sort of is when we're sitting and watching a movie... But he's very laid back as I am.. Although I'm something of a "tool" apparently, probably because I'm ****ing hilarious.. Who's to say.

After three months of hearing he has a girlfriend (I've never asked him) He showed me a picture of his old dog, while mentioning the "EX" had taken her when she moved out. I coughed and responded "Ex?" and he said "Yes"... In the case of past relationships, ours is very similar. Doubt he's noticed that though. Moving on...

He came over last night. And we watched two movies, talked for 2.5 hours... In the conversation I was playing with his Harley Davidson belt. Told him I really liked it.. He said I could have it..?. WHOA! CHURCH BELLS ARE RINGING lol.. . Ahh I kid, I kid. But I felt warm inside :) I asked him "seriously? I can have that!" He said "no but I will give you one, I'll bring it to work tomorrow"

Giving me a belt buckle? Awww how sweet :)... WHAT THE **** FOR?

Here's a question, How do I get closer to him? I want him to know me... And **** me.

... I've left probably a lot of important stuff out, that could simplify or determine a good answer for my OBVIOUS question.. . But BLOW ME! I slept 3.5 hours last night because of him... You know his response to that? " AWW WUSS!"...


HMPH!

LOVE TESS~!

Why is this all centred and bold and italiziced? Also, could have told your story without having to swear (which gets auto-deleted here).

Anyway, you are gettting closer to him. He's screwing your brains out, so he's getting what he wants. Just let it progress from there.

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I am a guy and would want my FWB to say it this way: "Hey buddy...I am having a great time ****ing but I am starting to develop feelings. I am just wondering if the feeling is mutual. If not that is cool cause I am really into the sex and want to contiune with that. But this is on my mind and just wondering how you feel."
You dig... be honest but also be ready for him to say he likes being friends and casual sex. If he keeps coming around then he is into you. Don't make it a huge issue because guys fall hard and usually take precaustions to keep from getting hurt. Although any guy would deny it out right. So my advice, chill and be cool. Bring it up in a casual way but insist that you still want to continue the sex if he isn't looking for anything more (that is if you are willing, otherwise end it now).

Heh, well Thanks hagel411 P.s thanks for looking past the font...

Here's the thing, last night he asked me what I was doing, and I had just finished a dinner date with another guy. I told him I'd be staying in and watching a movie. He immaturely said I was lame. He asked me to leave my door unlocked. Lol... I did, he came in after 1am, stripped his clothes off.. (mildly drunk) and jumped in bed next to me... Began spooning me.. . I was pretending to be sleeping.. funny thing is we didn't have sex. In fact he drove me to work in the morning,and of course our co-workers saw us, but we just giggled.. he even dropped me off at the front door... I'm trying to read him, but I'm cool about it... completely relaxed. I don't ask weird questions, I try to make him feel comfortable. I'm basically a guys girl... a majority of my friends are in fact male... so, this past long weekend. I spent it with my family in another province.. and he anxiously continued to BBM (blackberry Messenger) me,asking me when I'd be back... I flirtatiously responded. Back and forth nonsense... I received a message from him last night, it said... "my bed is lonely, wish you were here"... wish?

You're a booty call, no more than that. Don't you want something more meaningful than that?

NEEDKARMA... I am in no rush to get jump into yet another failed relationship. I honestly don't think I'm a booty call... if you think about it... you're only spoken to when the person wants sex... He's offered to take me to learn how to shoot a gun.. (country boy)... and many other things.. So maybe you're right, but maybe you're wrong... I like this right now.. No commitment, no stress, no anxiety. Just fun times. And wicked sex.