For about the past year there`s not been a day go past without thinking about suicide, I just go through everyday as the same routine and when opertunities to do something different e.g go out to a party I reject them because I`ve started to hate being around people and that just adds to my problems and recently the girl I`m seeing has been going out having a good time and I get more paranoid and when I see pictures of her with other boys I get jealous and start thinking she's cheating and I know she's getting sick of me accusing her and by doing that I feel more depressed and feel even more worthless in life and think she could be out with someone else having a good time instead of wasting her time with me and I feel as if a should just end it all so that I feel no hurt or anger and I won't have any more problems to deal with. Seriously needing help.

Thinking about killing yourself is pretty serious, scottjay. If your body was really serious about a breakdown, notice I said your 'body', then you wouldn't be posting here thinking about it.

Are you going to school, working at a job, live by yourself, live with your parents. Maybe you can tell us something about your personality other than you want to commit suicide, and then you go off line and don't stick around to hear what other people have to say.

We all have our downside, our bad days, and it is really hard to deal with different people, different times, different ways.

Find a new g/f, have a shower, put on a new outfit, go shopping, enjoy yourself. Sit down and have a beer with someone in a bar, I bet you will hear a worse story then the one you are contemplating.

Have a great day.

Tick

Have you tried Jesus? Go to church and pray. Read your bible. Or look for quotes.