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akansha0
Jul 20, 2011, 02:50 PM
Some said the god have many gifts for us. Yes you were write . I got the gifts by the god like tension , no one loves me as they are my parents or relatives , not good in studies , no one to share my feelings ,no best friend . I have nothing left now . And no one...
I have tried to kill myself but it was not successful,,
Now tell what should I do?

Wondergirl
Jul 20, 2011, 02:53 PM
Name two good things in your life.

kArEnKnOwS
Jul 20, 2011, 05:25 PM
You are not alone. I care about you. Please talk about how you are feeling. Are you considering suicide? It would be tragic if you made a permanent decision about a temporary problem that could be fixed.

I believe you need a chance to talk about your feelings. I will listen. Why do you want to die? What is causing your suffering?

Please call a family member and share your thoughts and feelings. Can you go see a doctor? If you are depressed, sometimes medication can be very helpful. Do you believe in a higher power? Do you have a spiritual leader you can turn to? Try praying for strength and courage to continue on.

Please just reach out to someone, anyone. Even if it is a stranger! People in general, are good and want to help. I am praying for you.

Don't give up. My friend.

Alty
Jul 20, 2011, 05:34 PM
You mentioned God. I'm going to go with that.

Are you religious? Do you know that in God's eyes, suicide is a sin? Heaven is not attainable through suicide.

How old are you?

What makes you think that no one cares?

I see two people, plus me, that do care. People that haven't even met you. That's three people!

Talk to us. Don't do something this permanent. Seek help. Life is worth living. I've been where you are now, and I'm so glad I didn't make that irreversible decision.

Help is out there. You reached out for it. So let us help.

akansha0
Jul 20, 2011, 10:58 PM
Internet and nothing

akansha0
Jul 20, 2011, 11:11 PM
I am 17 years old. My mother always shouts at me . My father scolded me in school in front of my teachers and mistake that I made is to forgot to bring photos . My teachers give no response when I wish them and they always ignore me I don't know why . My brother and sister are more than that . My girl friend used me . Know only I have is internet and nothing

jaxoba
Jul 21, 2011, 01:30 AM
When encounter more trouble, you want to die. Why want to die, Our life is full of joy and worry, nobody love you, nobody help you, you can love yourself, you can protect yourself. You don't have nothing left now, only you open your heart, smile to anyone, I think you can own more.

akansha0
Jul 21, 2011, 01:50 AM
It can be said only . It is not possible .

Wondergirl
Jul 21, 2011, 07:32 AM
Know only i have is internet and nothing

Not true. You have Internet and you have us.

Are you Asian? Japanese?

akansha0
Jul 21, 2011, 08:46 AM
I am asian

Wondergirl
Jul 21, 2011, 08:52 AM
Is it nighttime there? What are your plans for tomorrow?

akansha0
Jul 21, 2011, 01:43 PM
Yes its 2.00 am of night. Plans are to go to the school meet the ignoring teacher and get scolding from my mother and father and then internet

akansha0
Jul 21, 2011, 01:51 PM
My family member did not listen me because they don't get time , they are always busy at shouting at me or fighting with each other . And I don't believe in higher power. I have tried to commit suicide because of my parents , teachers and tension .

QLP
Jul 21, 2011, 04:17 PM
When I was growing up my parents never used to listen to me. In fact I was too afraid to even try to say anything to them most of the time. They used to shout at me and beat me. I used to get into trouble at school. It feels horrible doesn't it? LIke nobody cares.

But we care.

And things won't always be this way.

I know that isn't much to work with when you feel so bad. So right now you have the internet and you have us. Maybe that doesn't sound like much but it's something. Keep talking to us and let us get to know you.

How much longer wlll you be at school?
What do you like about the internet?

akansha0
Jul 22, 2011, 11:06 AM
20 months more I will be in school

QLP
Jul 23, 2011, 04:47 AM
Well I know 20 months must feel like a really long time at the moment but it really isn't a long time out of a lifetime.
Have you any idea what you want to do after school?

kArEnKnOwS
Jul 23, 2011, 03:35 PM
I am happy you have the internet. I am sorry you have tension. It is not your fault. It is difficult at times to deal with school, teachers and parents. I remember what it felt like to be sad and angry and hurt. I just wanted to curl up and die. But you know what? Life goes on and just know that happier days are ahead, even though it might not seem like it right now.

Do you think about your future at all? Do you have dreams of what you want when you get older?

Is there a way for you to meet new people, maybe you can try to make new friends. You already made friends on the internet!

Do you have any hobbies you enjoy? What about sports? Do you like to read or do art?




akansha0
Jul 30, 2011, 08:27 AM
Thank you for your help . And I have no interest .

kArEnKnOwS
Jul 30, 2011, 11:06 PM
You say "i have no interest". You must like something. You like the internet. What else do you like?