Since I've watched something I have the strong request to kill people.
I have no idea what I will do or what I am. I am so confused.
I think I need help but nobody understands me.

What did you watch?

Do you hear voices requesting you to do things?

I just have the inner feeling humanity has no right to live on earth and that it should be rotted out.

Tell this to your friends who are near you, who can have physical control over you if necessary, and ask them to take you to a professional. Do not delay.

I just have the inner feeling humanity has no right to live on earth and that it should be rotted out.
Does this have anything to do with the religion you practice?

I do not have any religion because I see religion as a fraud, created to betray and control the believers

I do not have any religion because i see religion as a fraud, created to betray and control the believers
Well we kind of agree there, though I'm a little more moderate about it.

Tell this to your friends who are near you, who can have physical control over you if necessary, and ask them to take you to a professional. Do not delay.

I have no friends, my father left at me age of 10 and I was shortly after that taken away from me mum. My grandparents are dead, and I have no contact to me mum or me dad. He was probably murdered

So, Kojuen, your questioning here in this site means that you have realized you need help. Have you given a try visiting any professional before?

So, Kojuen, your questioning here in this site means that you have realized you need help. Have you given a try visiting any professional before?

I don't have any money