I split up with my boyfriend about 5 months ago. I am still so confused about how I feel! He meant the world to me I loved him so much! Now my thoughts really contrast each other...
I still love him yet I know and accept I have to move on,
I want to be his friend yet I want to be his girlfriend...
I feel so confused that it makes me cry! He sometimes says things like he has feelings for me still but feels it wouldn't be right, which just breaks me apart even more. I will break down and cry until my chest aches.
Now I'm trying to explain my feelings to him but I can't do it in words... Does anybody know any songs that I could use to help me? It can be any age any genre

I'm so sorry for your heartache, I hope it time it won't be so bad. I know what you mean about songs, whenever I'm sad I always listen to music. You should try to listen to some of the songs on
Adele's album '21'. Most of the songs were written on the back of her break up with a man she loved, some show sadness, and others show a little bit of anger, I particularly like 'Someone Like You', 'Don't You Remember', and 'Set Fire to the Rain', they are all on YouTube... Good luck :)

Linkin Park's - Waiting For The End
Waiting For The End (http://youtu.be/VDVhNcvB6FY)

"Picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending is starting again."

The XX - Heart Skipped A Beat
Heart Skipped A Beat (http://youtu.be/DjUX2LESOpM)

Melissa Ethridge - Breathe
Breathe (http://youtu.be/E9hgrn8XdZA)

Linkin Park - Iridescent
Iridescent (http://youtu.be/jpt7RJUGpdE)

Barenaked Ladies - Thanks That Was Fun
Thanks That Was Fun (http://youtu.be/dCrJ3_xwnkA)

Trading Yesterday - Shattered
Shattered (http://youtu.be/w_LOOKssMpA)

Unkle (Ft. Gavin Clark) - Broken
Broken (http://youtu.be/F9lUrgH0M8c)