Okay so I live in a tiny apt with my family 2 rooms for 5 people so I never invite people over and as stupid as it sounds that has ruined friendships, my parents fight with me all the time! My older brother has anger issues and he explodes on me all the time too and in doing so my parents take his side, I really have like no friends, everyone in the town I live in hates me and thinks really low of me, I went to this county school and I just got kicked out and now I have to get home schooled and next year I have to go to my towns school :/ now I figured out that so many people hate me in the county school too. I don't have any connection with my parents to talk to them about how lonely and horrible I feel I have no friends too talk too and I really feel like I'm going insane cause there's so much thoughts in my head I'm really depressed... I literally have Boone to talk too, and I'm so sad but then I feel like if I told anyone they think he has no reason to be so sad cause people have worse lives :( I don't know but I'm so depressed

I have barely any friends at my school. And I always seem to be put down, by the oes I love. I have experienced a lot for my age, and things don'y come easy to me. Like school, it comes so hard I have troubles. And I have rages of anger and suffer ferom skitsafrenia. Life likes to throw curve balls, but you just have to throw back. Show the peple at your school how amazing you truly are, and don't let what people say define you. Be yourself, and don't let these horrible people win the fight of your life. At your new school, let your past be the past, and open the present pof your future.

Keep your head up Matt. How old are you? High School?

I know it may suck right now, but look forward and focus. High school is a very short period compared to your life, but seems like forever. If you keep focused on school you'll have the opportunity to head off to college, land a good job and get yourself on track.

In the meantime though, try to be more positive. Find something that interest you to keep you occupied. Sports? Music? Also.. why the bad reputation? Is this in your head, or something that happened. Are there things you can do to better yourself to help your relationships with others?