now, I'm crazy... craving a love... a true love. I'm 18 plus now. I don't like guys. I like girls. I don't know what's sex like... I don't care. But I need a love, in a country that I wasn't born in. what should I do? I'm so obsessed by that. I can't concentrate my studies now. It's kind of distracting. Yes, I love to watch lesbian romance. But very rarely. And whenever I watch, I feel butterflies in my body... you body.. not even in the stomach. I wonder if I'm a lesbian,even though I've no sexual experience, I can say that I prefer to kiss a girl than a guy, if I could. Yes I did, in my secondary school ,to my girlfriend... a very friendly kiss... not even to her lips.. cause she was so shy. I was so popular in school as a tomboy... lots of girls around me... following me... lolx but now... I'm in a junior college. In the other country... just migrated last year... Can you all guess how I feel?? And I can see more things about lesbians around the world. At first I thought I'm just a tomboy and not really a lesbian. But... but... but... yes, I love to love a pretty girl if I could. But now, ^___^ I can't even act as I've ever behaved in my secondary school, in my country. I am now Xenophobic in a way they do to me :-(
anybody!! Help me :-(
all I want is to perform my best in College and have a true love... yes, honestly... I literally don't like guys (for now) lolx
thanks...
huggies
& kissy

Aw.. its okay. To me u sound like a lesbian and that's okay. Maybe you aren't and that's okay too! I love all ym girl freiends and I'm agir. But I also love my guy ifriends. Ull find out some day =D