crib52
Apr 5, 2011, 04:50 PM
Ok so I'm 19 and my ex is 18 we went out for 9 months. Everything was going perfect. I meet her threw my friends because she was hanging out with them at the time She use to be into drugs a Lil and was drinking like every night.
When we first meet and. We started talking and. Then started going out she stopped all that **** and was being good not drinking not doing drugs nothing.
And for 9 months she like lived at my house sleeping over like every night my family loved her and her family loved me but things started going down hill a little after the 7th month.
We were going to chili cook off and I ended up bailing and not going and she ended up going with her friends and 2 weeks later. It was rib round up I told her I was going to go and everything she was so excited and even went to go get computer paper from her house at 1 in the morning. And I ended up not going.
But after all that she seemed fine but then she ended up get pregnant and I flipped out saying You're getting a abortion and ill pay for it all and she said okay. But my family was okay with it and so was hers but I didn't want it. I asked her if she wanted it and she said I don't know, And ended up getting the abortion and all and she said to me we need take a brake. And said bye love you I said what and she goes I want to take a brake and I said what ever and I ended up finding out the next weekend she was doing drugs like sticks every night.
Getting ****t up she ended up getting kick out her house because her parents found out. About the drugs and was kicked out for like 5 days till she stopped doing them and. I was still begging for her back. And all she keep saying to me she doesn't want to be with me.
Ever so I didn't text her for 3 days and I herd she went out to lunch with one her friends and told her she was done with me for good and then later that night I get a text from her moms phone pretended to be her mom and it was my ex the hole time trying to meet up with me so I did and. She came to me running and crying. I didn't know what to do but hug her to death and see how everything was I asst her. Is everything okay she goes I **** up everything that good happened to me in my life and I said why don't you fix it all and she said I don't know,
And I made it seem like I still want to be with her toward her and I saw her moods changed. Was like text me if you need me. And I went home I ended up getting a text later on. Say I'm sorry about everything. And she doesn't know what she wants and I said OK I want to be with you but we have to fix what you did and she goes I don't know, and I said I'm going to bed ill talk to you tomorrow and she said okay night.
The next day it hit him that I think I have lost her for good and I ended up blowing up her phone. Begging for her back. I won't text her for 3 days at a time but I keep begging for her back sometimes she says I don't know, what I want and sometimes she says she done with me for good and. She wants to be friends with me.
And its been 2 months since we broke up and I'm still begging for her. But since today I'm going no contact. Till she texts me. Idk what to do I need help
When we first meet and. We started talking and. Then started going out she stopped all that **** and was being good not drinking not doing drugs nothing.
And for 9 months she like lived at my house sleeping over like every night my family loved her and her family loved me but things started going down hill a little after the 7th month.
We were going to chili cook off and I ended up bailing and not going and she ended up going with her friends and 2 weeks later. It was rib round up I told her I was going to go and everything she was so excited and even went to go get computer paper from her house at 1 in the morning. And I ended up not going.
But after all that she seemed fine but then she ended up get pregnant and I flipped out saying You're getting a abortion and ill pay for it all and she said okay. But my family was okay with it and so was hers but I didn't want it. I asked her if she wanted it and she said I don't know, And ended up getting the abortion and all and she said to me we need take a brake. And said bye love you I said what and she goes I want to take a brake and I said what ever and I ended up finding out the next weekend she was doing drugs like sticks every night.
Getting ****t up she ended up getting kick out her house because her parents found out. About the drugs and was kicked out for like 5 days till she stopped doing them and. I was still begging for her back. And all she keep saying to me she doesn't want to be with me.
Ever so I didn't text her for 3 days and I herd she went out to lunch with one her friends and told her she was done with me for good and then later that night I get a text from her moms phone pretended to be her mom and it was my ex the hole time trying to meet up with me so I did and. She came to me running and crying. I didn't know what to do but hug her to death and see how everything was I asst her. Is everything okay she goes I **** up everything that good happened to me in my life and I said why don't you fix it all and she said I don't know,
And I made it seem like I still want to be with her toward her and I saw her moods changed. Was like text me if you need me. And I went home I ended up getting a text later on. Say I'm sorry about everything. And she doesn't know what she wants and I said OK I want to be with you but we have to fix what you did and she goes I don't know, and I said I'm going to bed ill talk to you tomorrow and she said okay night.
The next day it hit him that I think I have lost her for good and I ended up blowing up her phone. Begging for her back. I won't text her for 3 days at a time but I keep begging for her back sometimes she says I don't know, what I want and sometimes she says she done with me for good and. She wants to be friends with me.
And its been 2 months since we broke up and I'm still begging for her. But since today I'm going no contact. Till she texts me. Idk what to do I need help