My father used to hit me and kick me so hard when I was a little kid, then he stopped a few years ago just because he thinks I should forget about it so I would help him and not hate him when he grows old, but I won't ever forget...
I used to hate him when I was about 7, when I ask him to explain me something in my home work he keeps shouting & yelling at me and at the end he throws the book so hard in my face leaving a mark on it...
I am 15 now and he keeps saying I am a little baby and that I'm a woman, he is so greedy that he doesn't give me my pocket money for no reason...
He insists to make me play Taekwondo just because he likes fighting, as for me I hate it so much, I just like photographing and art which I am proudly good at both.
Right now I am really bad at school, taking F in a lot of subjects is suffocating me, and he keeps telling me it's all my fault and that I don't pay attention in school, I also don't have friends, people at my school keeps mocking any thing I do, and when one of them is alone he speaks to me really nice as if he is a friend of mine...
He doesn't care about anything I like, he doesn't even let me to bring any pets in the house, I like dogs more than him.
He looks like a terrorist with his weird looking beard...
I started to think about changing my religion without letting him know...
If I had one wish it would be an other father...
*** help me, and sorry for my bad English it isn't my language...

Where is your Mother?

My mother is with me, but she is just the same, she is just weaker that's all...

Do you have any brothers or sisters?