Hi , My mum and dad always fight , My dad works abroad in Saudi Arabia and he comes home rearly. In the past dad has hurt mum and abused her and they would aways yell . I'm 11 and My sisters 14 and my 9 and we witnessed this stuff happening to our mum. I once tried to stop him but he threatned me to move ' or else'. When my dad told us he's working abroad I was quite happy cause then there would be no fights. Dads been away for 18 weeks now until
2 weeks ago he came back for a holiday. Dad and Mum are already fighting as I speak and I'm in tears! I don't know what to do Mum locked herself in her bedroom and dads calling her names downstairs. My mum has eplipsy and that's when I really looked out for her. I love my mum more than my dad, I hate my dad he's so horrible to me and to my mum! He goes out drinking nearly every night and yet he still has the cheek to call mum an alcoholic! I'm ver scared! what if dad hits her again tonight ? What if he kills her ? What if mum committed suicide ? What if she has an eplipsic ft? I hate this! dad calls mum mental

What if she is mental ? I still don't care I still love my mum no matter what! Please help me sometimes Im tempted to just slice my wrists to feel the way my mum does when she gets hit so I can help her. I need help!!

Amy, I'm sure everyone is going to be very concerned for you and everyone is going to feel your pain. You seem to be a child trapped in a world of abusive adults.

I am concerned, though, that this thread does not reflect the entire, true story as reflected on your other thread - https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/children/mums-married-she-has-boyfriend-547712.html.

At any rate you need to speak to an adult who can help you in these circumstances - perhaps a Phsyician, teacher, counsellor, family member.

You can't handle this alone and whatever is going on, it appears to be escalating.

You got excellent, caring, supportive advice the last time you posted. I'm sure one of the people who answered then will come along and help you now.