I want to be adopted.. I already have a family.. & they love me.. but I can't stay.. because I can't do tis I cry evry day now.. I always do what they want , but it always seams like it's not good enough.. I can take it.. I gave up my dreams my every thing for them.. I thin it's time forme to know if hapeness is something REAL smeething that I can feel.. *** help me

Find a family that wants to adopt you. Have your parents sign the necessary consent forms. The "new" family will undergo a background check and assuming they can support you in all ways you can be adopted.

But on to the bigger question - what is so bad about your birth family?

I understand the part about doing what they want and it never seems enough.
Good grades, do chores, don't sneak out and hang out with the wrong crowd, respect their wishes and rules.

I don't understand the part about giving up all your dreams for them. Children don't have the right to expect dreams to come true while children; that's something you work long years for, on your own. Your parents have to support themselves and you, and they may not have the luxury of handing you dreams on a silver platter.

I use to be just like you once upon a time, but I'm sure God gave you these parents for a reason. Don't go barking up the wrong tree honey because you can end up with some adopting parents who are by far worst than the ones you have. Haven't you heard od adoptive kids being rape, abused, and molested?