brit_brinx
Jan 26, 2011, 09:07 AM
I'm married and have a daughter. We have a great relationship But I recently told him a secret that I wish I hadn't. My mom left me when I was little then I got a step mom. Her brother raped me but I never told anyone. Then my step mom left. Me. So I have a serious problem with people leaving. No matter what I always feel like he's going to leave me and take my child. When I was 6 I was molested by my cousin and he shoved his penis in my face. A couple of weeks later I went to my moms and my little brother was getting out of the bath and I looked at his thing. I was curious if they all looked the same. Then when I got back home I was changing my little cousins diaper and I looked at her thing. But I didn't touch or anything just wiped her and put a new diaper on her. I've kept these secrets in my whole life. I hate myself and I'm scared out of my mind if my husband leaves me that he'll take my daughter and tell the judge. I don't want to lose her. She's my world. I never had a negative thought about a kid. I was only 6 dealing with everything on my own. I'm still scared to tell my family I don't want them to hate me. I'm a good mom. Please help tell me he can't take her because of my past.