s99123
Jan 22, 2011, 02:05 AM
I met this girl a few months back in college.After a while,we started talking,hanging out with others in our class... basically,became good friends.
I realized later that I actually like her a lot.we are totally comfortable with each other.
Lately I felt that she is also interested in me to some extent
(I think,you know how confusing they are! ).It was exciting and I was curious to know whether this could work out.
But that's when it went bad.
One of my friends saw her smoking near college.He now says it was most probably her(I think he's trying to play safe,by the way he is trustworthy)
Both of just turned 18,she had her first drink after her b'day.it didn't bother me at all.
But I just feel horrible that she smoked.I haven't done either!
Believe me,I am no saint and I know its weird that she is a lot more adventurous than I am.But I am sort of a 'decent' guy.I'm smart and fairly popular,we have a good gang of friends and have a lot of fun.she is great too,smart,fun,cute but I never imagined her smoking...
Yes,she can lead her life the way she wants to,and I have as good a sense of right and wrong as the next person.
I force myself not to like her,but its obviously impossible.Should I just calm down?
She'll always be my friend, but should I stop imagining her as something more than friends?
I realized later that I actually like her a lot.we are totally comfortable with each other.
Lately I felt that she is also interested in me to some extent
(I think,you know how confusing they are! ).It was exciting and I was curious to know whether this could work out.
But that's when it went bad.
One of my friends saw her smoking near college.He now says it was most probably her(I think he's trying to play safe,by the way he is trustworthy)
Both of just turned 18,she had her first drink after her b'day.it didn't bother me at all.
But I just feel horrible that she smoked.I haven't done either!
Believe me,I am no saint and I know its weird that she is a lot more adventurous than I am.But I am sort of a 'decent' guy.I'm smart and fairly popular,we have a good gang of friends and have a lot of fun.she is great too,smart,fun,cute but I never imagined her smoking...
Yes,she can lead her life the way she wants to,and I have as good a sense of right and wrong as the next person.
I force myself not to like her,but its obviously impossible.Should I just calm down?
She'll always be my friend, but should I stop imagining her as something more than friends?