I was being restrained in my baby daddys arm he wouldn't let go and then I saw another girl rubbing up against him as I was still lying next to him and he says look at this and she went down to his penis and started giving him a blow job and he wanted me to watch I was so upset started calling him names I just felt so angry and disgusted I just remember being so angry inside

Was this something that happened, or a dream?

What exactly is your question?