I am 11 and I'm desperate. My parents are getting divorced and my mom has a boyfriend. I'm not ready for my mom to date anyone and neither is anyone else I know. I found out they were dating when I walked in on them kiss. She said it was an accident and I believed her. A couple months later she and I started getting into big fight from I hate you to the point where I stayed with my grandparents for a week. She aid they broke up but I saw them kiss again. She says it was an accident again but I still don't believe her. Sje yelles at me whenever I try to express my feelings and I don't know what to do anymore... someone please help me.

And I have had a few thoughts of suicide

Sweetie, you need to have a discussion with an adult ASAP.

Can you talk to your grandparents, a close family friend, or even a school counselor?

Have you talked to your dad about this?

Your mom is not handling this very well.

When you talk to her are you calm, expressing how you feel in a calm way, or are you also yelling and screaming because you're upset?