mrg6ft
Dec 27, 2010, 11:29 AM
Hi I have bin with my girlfrend 3years an just split up before xmas 20 November to be exsact she suffers from bipoler 2 an I have just found out I have been suffering from deppresin for a long time to an deling with it in my hown way nastey temper,jelousey,an engsiotey, I used to feel tiyerd all the time an grumpy so I would tork to her like **** an wos even worse when I wos drinking voel mouth ecct no vilonce just verbel witch I now know woz wrong an she's had a north an left she says she can't trust me not to go bk to the way I woz an the love as gone I have chipt away at it she says she can't love me like she should I ham no on antidepresion tabs an awaiting counciling we were so loving to eatch other all the time tex eatch other every day she said I love you honeybun we have torked an she sems so confused what she wonts she's said a few times its over but the last time she came wos about a week ago were we did make love an it wos so pasionet I tex her the next day to say thanks for a good night than few days later she tex saying sorry 4 Friday night an that it shount have happened I sent 1 bk sayinits k I enjoyed every min an hoped we could do it again or do you just won't to forget it never happened an cut all ties then I got 1 bk few days later saying hope we can just be friends I told her I can't cope with that coss she's playing games an pulling on my hart strings an I have done nothing but cry every day trid texin but don't get eney think back so I have left her be I no were I have gne wrong an doing something about it I just love an adore her so bad should I move on or sit an wait I just don't no