Well, I have seen her twice. Really pretty... a lot younger than I am. I give her the standard amount for this state. I was so enamored by her just because she is fair and very, very soft. So, tonight was our 2nd time... I was ready. It was not a matter of failure on my part. It's so seldom I have THAT problem I forgot the term for it.
I'm going to see her again. Might make my move then. And I'm thinking all the time,
She's gorgeous--but she's too young for any kind of lasting relationship. Or is that
Just the way I'm supposed to view her.

She's an escort dude... shes there for the money... there is no relationship in sight... dont get sucked into that black hole of running after someone that is there as a employee.

I don't necessarily agree with the phrasing but essentially sigmaonyx is exactly right. She is there for the money and it's her job. Is there a chance? Possibly but don't wrack your brain over the possibilities if she says no!

The question with her, as it si with anyone, is will she be truthful. She said I was her first
Assignment, and that may or may not be the truth. But supposing she is honest about that,
Then what she said about working at an agency could be true. She said she is afraid to see
Other men, which may be true, and she is not exactly young. Not under 22 or 24. She says she
Wants see just one. She does not want to see any cowboys or barflies or roughnecks.
I'll still pay her, in either case. So I don't lose, in any event, unless I get involved.

Or, she is really is brand new and does not go through the regular precautions.
If she sees someone else, in any environment, well, I'll never be sure unless she admits it in
The future. If she does not see anyone, I can never be sure either way, and that is where you
And I disagree. Men meet women from the agencies all the time, and often it's a toss up between
Going out with a woman who frequents the beds of other guys, and the one is who is prostitute.
Seeing a woman within the framework of a reliable agency or bureau is sometimes a more secure
Situation than dating one who you or I met or meet at a pub, for instance.

Your answer is pretty standard and although I don't agree, you've helped me work this one out.

You may want a relationship, but the realistic point here is that she very likely does not. Consider this: do you think this woman would be interested in you if you weren't paying? If you doubt this, suggest you two meet without paying and see what the response is.

Besides that, frankly, what you're doing is not a legal activity (unless you live in one of two rural counties in Nevaada).

It's a much better idea in the long term to begin working on yourself and raising your self-esteem. Surely you're worth more than escorts? I believe you are and that you can grow yourself into a much more normal, appropriate, and satisfying way of life than relying on escorts partly for affection.

I hope this helps.