I love my family and all but I just can't stand them anymore. I spend most of my days crying and trying to figure out why I'm so unhappy. None of them understand me and try to act like they do. When I try talking to my mom or someone about how I feel, they always turn it around and make it all about them and try to compare my feelings to theirs and I'm sick and tired of it. Also, MONEY is a HUGE issue in this thing I have to call family. We live in an apartment with seven people. My mom uses me to get money from my dad. (theyre divorced) I feel used but she keeps saying I'm selfish because I'm feeling that way. Half of the time she knows I'm right but just won't admit it. She's always trying to win when ever we get into an argument. To her it's not about who's wrong or right but about who gets the last word out. I usually keep my feeling inside instead of talking to people about it. I gave up on that. There's always some kind of argument or fight in my house and there's never any peace. Not even for a second. I don't like my family at all. I feel ignored and hurt most of the time. I spend most of my time wishing that God would just take me away and say that it's my time to leave. This is how miserable I am. I don't know what to do. Can anyone help me?

How old are you, and what is your place in the family (youngest, oldest)?

Hi I sorry you having a bad time lifes extremely difficult at times and you have to accept your mum will probably always want the last word but don't let it all get you down so bad. I don't know how old you arte but it sounds like you have to stay with your family and I can understand how you feel try to think what you do want and how you would like your life to be , accept things are crappy and hard sometimes but hey you a person in your own right and it sounds like you have a great interest for allsorts of things about life try to focus on looking after yourself and being positive helps I know this is going to be hard but each time there's a good part of the day focus on it and little things turn into big better things it's a hard slog but worth it you having a tough time you allowed to feel like crap and upset you human after all don't let the bad consume you though look for something good