crashhold
Nov 23, 2010, 12:53 PM
I really need help from you all who have truly loved someone ever . I am an Indian guy living in Germany from past 2-3 years. I love a spanish girl studying with me. We both are very very good friends but the problem is, she got boyfriend just some days before I actually met her for the first time. I know she also likes me a lot as she tells me everything about her and asks me to give her an advise before she do anything. She stays with me more than her boyfriend. She tells me every time that there is nothing as such serious and she has no intention to settle in Germany with him. She considers me her best friend and so do I. Her boyfriend is really a nice person (I met him once) and helps her a lot.
I completely understand that she is not available for me now and I have no right to love her, but my heart doesn't understand this thing. I tried ignoring her as well, but the far I go, the closer she comes. I am so heart broken that I planned to go far away from here without telling anyone :(
I completely understand that she is not available for me now and I have no right to love her, but my heart doesn't understand this thing. I tried ignoring her as well, but the far I go, the closer she comes. I am so heart broken that I planned to go far away from here without telling anyone :(