kathmustdie
Nov 17, 2010, 11:54 AM
Been in a long distance relationship for almost 2 years , I never met this girl in real. Its because of my college , I do not get anytime. I promised her I would this year in October , but suddenly I had a humanities study trip for 2 weeks. When I told her this , she didn't say anything. However I don't not see that motivation in her anymore , its more like she doesn't care.
Since she has university , she is not at home. I always call and text , but I haven't seen her for almost 3 months (as in via webcam) . I buy this girl gifts etc , but I still don't get the feeling of being "wanted" . I feel lonely , and I buy this girl gifts and everything.
Before I went for my humanities trip , we had an argument. We didn't speak for 5 days . On the night of the 5th I got frustrated and called her and yelled and cursed telling she doesn't care about this relationship and she should put more effort and time. She says she should not be the one doing it. We made up , on that day
However she never asks me how I am , or anything . She just says "hi" even after asking how she is. I just get a "Hi" . I got really angry I got angry and kept saying "hi" for 60 times.. and went like " there i said hi for a 2 months worth" and log off. She calls me immature , I am just really frustrated. I got back online and left her a message saying we should break up since its not working out and I called her a snob too. Its been almost a week , she hasn't texted or called to talk about it .
I did all of this to make her realize I care. I know I disappointed her by not meeting her , but I can't sacrifice my college. She has a spare Facebook account , so I log onto it and stalk her (since she blocked me off facebook) . She has the time to communicate with her friends and not me and at least try to contact me , she broke up several times with me in the past and I was the one always coming back. I want her back , but I don't want to initiate it at all. I also been calling her on my skype account several times using an unknown number and not saying anything.
She just doesn't want to reply or talk about it. I don't want to do it , because I would feel like a tool (because I got back several times when she broke up) . I want to know how important I am , but I just can't stop stalking her at all. How do I go about winning her back , I don't want to communicate with her.
Can you guys please give me some ideas?
Since she has university , she is not at home. I always call and text , but I haven't seen her for almost 3 months (as in via webcam) . I buy this girl gifts etc , but I still don't get the feeling of being "wanted" . I feel lonely , and I buy this girl gifts and everything.
Before I went for my humanities trip , we had an argument. We didn't speak for 5 days . On the night of the 5th I got frustrated and called her and yelled and cursed telling she doesn't care about this relationship and she should put more effort and time. She says she should not be the one doing it. We made up , on that day
However she never asks me how I am , or anything . She just says "hi" even after asking how she is. I just get a "Hi" . I got really angry I got angry and kept saying "hi" for 60 times.. and went like " there i said hi for a 2 months worth" and log off. She calls me immature , I am just really frustrated. I got back online and left her a message saying we should break up since its not working out and I called her a snob too. Its been almost a week , she hasn't texted or called to talk about it .
I did all of this to make her realize I care. I know I disappointed her by not meeting her , but I can't sacrifice my college. She has a spare Facebook account , so I log onto it and stalk her (since she blocked me off facebook) . She has the time to communicate with her friends and not me and at least try to contact me , she broke up several times with me in the past and I was the one always coming back. I want her back , but I don't want to initiate it at all. I also been calling her on my skype account several times using an unknown number and not saying anything.
She just doesn't want to reply or talk about it. I don't want to do it , because I would feel like a tool (because I got back several times when she broke up) . I want to know how important I am , but I just can't stop stalking her at all. How do I go about winning her back , I don't want to communicate with her.
Can you guys please give me some ideas?