OK so I have been dating my boyfriend for a year and a half I'm 18 but I have been catching myself staring at girls and wishing I could be with them its really freaking me out now I only find my boyfriend attractive guys really gross me out what do I do I've thought about cheating because I want a chick that bad

At 18, experiencing things might be what "attracts" you. DO NOT cheat on him though. If you feel the urge to try things out with the opposite sex, whether you feel you are attracted to them or you are just seeing how it "feels" then break up with him. You do not want to end up hurting him because of your curiosity, that would be unfair to him. And there is nothing wrong with fantasizing, as long as you leave it as that, keep in mind that making the choice of being with someone else (whether male or female) might cost you your relationship.

Good Luck,

Javi

If you are gay then so be it. You can deal with that.

But that does not give you an excuse to cheat on your boyfriend.

So end it with the boyfriend, so he doesn't get hurt, and work on yourself.

Its not what you do it's the way you do it. So don't be selfish.

You are clearly having sexuality confusions and the best way to figure out what you really want is to sleep with a women. But don't cheat. Talk to your boyfriend about this first and see what he thinks about it and if he's not understanding, then attempt a break just so you can figure out the root of the problem because if this just started happeing then maybe its just a sex drive problem and since your boyfriend isn't satisfying you, you think a women can. If he is understanding, then duh, sleep with a women and afterwords, you will most likely get to the root of the problem. I went through this too because I couldn't like a guy long enough to stay with him even if he treated me very good and I had slight feelings. Now, I am a lesbian and will not be going back to a man again. So good luck!