crystalice03
Oct 29, 2010, 04:41 PM
My X had it all! He took advantage of my dad. He made a lot of money but has "secret" accounts overseas as well as private... My dad gave him cars, paid bills as well as gave him money to spoil me... I just got away from him last year as he was abusive in every way possible! (brain washed us like Charles Manson for 10yrs) Our 3 children will be in therapy for the rest of their life...
My dad supported us & made us more than "comfortable"... He just died this year... I am scared to death... I used my banks overdraft money to buy toiletpaper & just things I took for granted that my dad bought... I owe my bank over 1grand to get back to a balance of 0000-nothing...
It wouldn't be as scary if I had friends or family... I don't have skills or smarts about life... as I have been a prisoner in my own home for over 10 yrs... I am childlike as I never was exposed to the world & tasks... I only know how to be a mom & cook, clean and... be a personal real life barbiedoll to "service" as well as raped by my X... I thought this was normal as I had no contact with the outside world... I was an expert of serving "THE KING"...
I am alone with my children now... I don't understand mail or bills... I just got my liciese 1 year ago.. I'm afraid of "OUTSIDE" as people take advantage of my "CHILDLIKE" nature, look, bewilderment,curios & excitement of meeting real people... Alot of the people outside try to do things to me that I think might be bad & hurt my private areas... Or force me t
My dad supported us & made us more than "comfortable"... He just died this year... I am scared to death... I used my banks overdraft money to buy toiletpaper & just things I took for granted that my dad bought... I owe my bank over 1grand to get back to a balance of 0000-nothing...
It wouldn't be as scary if I had friends or family... I don't have skills or smarts about life... as I have been a prisoner in my own home for over 10 yrs... I am childlike as I never was exposed to the world & tasks... I only know how to be a mom & cook, clean and... be a personal real life barbiedoll to "service" as well as raped by my X... I thought this was normal as I had no contact with the outside world... I was an expert of serving "THE KING"...
I am alone with my children now... I don't understand mail or bills... I just got my liciese 1 year ago.. I'm afraid of "OUTSIDE" as people take advantage of my "CHILDLIKE" nature, look, bewilderment,curios & excitement of meeting real people... Alot of the people outside try to do things to me that I think might be bad & hurt my private areas... Or force me t