View Full Version : I lied and now he won't come near me
toffee_apple87
Sep 24, 2010, 01:34 AM
I had slept with this guy just sex no feelings or attraction or anything just sex I didn't really enjoy it that much think it was more the attention and filling a need because I hadn't had sex in a very long time but then shortly after I met a really amazing guy who I fell for instantly. We automatically clicked, but a week later I had arranged to meet the previous guy I was sleeping with even though I had spent most the evening at a mates house and the new guy had been there anyway I left and went and got in the guys car but as soon as I got in his car I knew I didn't want to I instantly changed my mind so nothing happened he dropped me off and I went to the new guys house and waited for him to come back not long after my mate told the new guy that she seen me getting into a car and she knew I had been sleeping with this guy but I kept denying it to him because I didn't want him to judge me and think it was something I did all the time but 18 months later I finally confessed the lie was eating me up alive and the subject of the car kept coming up we had a really good relationship but now he feels he can't trust a word I say and won't come near me were trying to work it out I don't want to give up on this.
We have managed to sort a few things out and were still together but he won't touch me he's avoiding me like I have some sort of mallicious disease and its really hard not been able to touch somebody you love so much I know I've made a big ,mistake I just didn't want him to judge me and gain opinions in those early stages I've never ever cheated on him or told any other lies just this one other than that I've always been completely honest I want it to be back how it was its not what I did that bothers him its how I lied lying is a really big noi no in his eyes now he feels he can never trust a single thing I say but I so desperatly want us to work I refuse to give up on us as were so good well before any of this I have majorly massive regrets I've shed many tears over the past three or four days I'm hurting so bad I've never loved someone this much before please help anybody.
Curlyben
Sep 24, 2010, 02:01 AM
Some punctuation and sentence structure would be advantageous to your question, otherwise it is simply an unreadable WALL OF TEXT.
ItchyAndAnnoyed
Sep 24, 2010, 02:56 AM
Don't give up on him, but don't start desperately protesting. If he won't believe you now then he won't believe you. I'm sorry but there's no more you can do.
Just be honest with him now, know you'll never do itagain and explain why you lied in the first place. But no more protesting and trying top explain, it only falls on deaf ears and ever heard the saying 'those who protest too much?' He could well think you are lying now but you cannot change that or prove any more.
You have to accept that you made this circumstance, you cannot change it, you can only hope he will come around. He probably thinks you were with the 2nd guy but so what? Were you dating your boyfriend then? Because it looks like you've just met him, not dating. In which case you can bone, flirt and be with whomever you like. He cannot be annoyed for the act it'self but he can be annoyed that you lied.
By lying, he now questions everything. It's a betrayl of trust of which there was no need, which probably makes him wonder more that there's stuff you aren't telling him. You cannot change that, just let him have his own time and hope he comes around. Give him time and space, try to forgive yourself for lying in the first place-even if he doesn't forgive you, you have to let it go. It happened, it was a mistake.
talaniman
Sep 24, 2010, 04:06 AM
What you did was bad, and unnecessary, but you have apologized, and now you back up, and let him make up his own mind, and get over it, or not. Not a way to start something good with someone, but as bad as the lying is, losing your dignity, and self respect is even worse.
You bite the bullet, and leave the fellow alone, and learn from your mistake, whether he takes you back, or not. I say this because I don't think after 18 months you get to punish some one for their past. He didn't believe you in the first place, so he kept pushing again, and again. You never should have lied, he should have confronted you honestly in the beginning, and he should have left you alone if he thought you were lying. Real simple. His hands are not as clean as you think, and that doesn't excuse you, but it was none of his business what you did before you got together and thats what you should have told him then, instead of lying.
Devorameira
Sep 24, 2010, 05:29 AM
You really should have told him the truth to start with, but it's too late to dwell on that now.
If I read it right, you had sex with the guy before you met your current boyfriend, then met up with him a week later.
IF it's been 18 months and he's still questioning your honesty based on that one incident when you weren't even truly in a relationship with him yet, then he's being a jerk and will continue throwing it in your face as long as you're with him. In 18 months he should have regained confidence in you.
You've done your part by apologizing, so you owe him nothing more. If I were you I would seriously reconsider this relationship.
Your boyfriend is uncaring, controlling, and not worth your time.
answerme_tender
Sep 24, 2010, 07:05 AM
You are a grown woman, and what you did prior to being committed to him, is your business. However I would like to say this, as a grown woman you better be able to stand tall and look someone in the eye and tell the truth. If your so ashamed of something your doing in your life that you feel you have to lie, then stop. Take pride in yourself!
You just need to sit down and have a heart to heart with him, tell him that you love him and will not make same mistake of lying again. However if he cannot get over this then you feel he never will and its time to move on. You want he as your man, not your punisher. Good luck
Jake2008
Sep 24, 2010, 07:31 AM
Had to spread the rep AnswerMeTender, but I agree with you.
The post is hard to read, but my take is, that you slept with a guy, then moved onto a new relationship.
You made a mistake in judgment when you decided to keep the previously made date with the first guy.
But, you redeemed yourself by not following through, and you quickly stopped the encounter, and got out of his car.
So, how long do you have to kiss his *ss before he forgives you for something you didn't do. It doesn't sound like he gives you any credit at all, for making a choice not to carry through with meeting up with this guy and sleeping with him.
Agreed that you should not have got in the car, but that is all you did.
You didn't hop in the backseat for a quickie, you didn't add him to your Facebook, you didn't text him continuously, or keep him on the side for the odd romp. You aren't having an affair, and you didn't cheat. You just got in a car with him, then quickly got back out.
You could have done all those things, but you didn't. You could have straightened out his misunderstanding by explaining the car thing 18 months ago, which you realize now would have been a better idea than lying about it. But the 'it' and his reaction, seem out of whack with the importance of the 'event' now.
It sounds like your 3 minutes in that guys car, has amounted to the equivallent of having had a full blown affair.
So, what else is there to explain. It seems he is reading far too much into this about the 'honesty' thing; in fact, he doth protest too much!
It isn't likely you will jump into a car with another man again, and you have clearly been faithful. ( He has, incidentally, no business in your past either in my opinion, if he starts demanding information on all your past boyfriends.)
He needs to get over himself.
realzero
Sep 26, 2010, 01:16 PM
You didn't cheat, but you did lie. Have you asked what you can do to make things right? If he can't answer, give it time. But that is if you feel the need to make up for the lie. If he can't get over it even with you being upfront and clear about trying to make up for the mistake, you would be better served by moving on. At that point he's burning his own bridges for whatever reason and there isn't much you can do to stop him if his mind is set.
Homegirl 50
Sep 26, 2010, 01:32 PM
Stop sucking up to him. He either trust you and wants or he doesn't, and it sounds like he just wants to make himself feel good by making you feel bad.
It's time for you to forgive yourself and dump this guy.
No relationship ought to have this much drama and punishment.
toffee_apple87
Oct 8, 2010, 02:07 AM
Whichis best to follow your head or your heart because both are damaged goods at the moment .
toffee_apple87
Oct 8, 2010, 02:10 AM
There's 15 years between me and my partner, he thinks I willlose interest and wantto find somebody my own age but ilove my man and the age gap really doesn't bother me, obviously I have considered the future seriously , but still I want that future with my man, but he finds that hard to believe.
toffee_apple87
Oct 8, 2010, 02:17 AM
Yeah this is what I've said, I understand where he is coming from because he has been through it before... but they obviously weren't genuine about it where as I am.
Fr_Chuck
Oct 8, 2010, 02:57 AM
If you are still in pain from a old relationship, then follow which ever is not getting you into a new one yet, learn to be on your own and be happy, then ad someone to your life.
Fr_Chuck
Oct 8, 2010, 03:30 AM
Is it 50 and 35 or 15 and 30, where the age gap is also makes a difference
pandead
Oct 8, 2010, 05:42 AM
A "damaged" brain can still make healthy decisions but a heart will be vulnerable and desperation won't help you.
Go with your brain, at least for the moment. When it's time to follow your heart, you will know it.
SUPA_FINE
Oct 8, 2010, 08:39 AM
I feel like it don't matter, because I'm 20 and my boyfriend 31
talaniman
Oct 8, 2010, 09:20 AM
If the head and heart are damaged them follow neither. Remove yourself from the situation and let them both heal so you can trust them both, again.
talaniman
Oct 8, 2010, 09:43 AM
https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/dating/lied-now-he-wont-come-near-me-510377.html
Sometimes its not the age, but the people involved, and how they handle things. Sometimes we are so in love we ignore the red flags that are waving, and think that everything is all right ,and we just get in so deep we don't know what to do. You and this fellow have a lot of issues between you, that is causing these conflicts, and don't seem to be able to resolve them.
Maybe you are to close to the problems to see them, or don't want to. Maybe you are too attached, I don't know. I do know you should maybe back up, and get facts because your feelings are getting in the way of you seeing him for what he is.
The fact is, you haven't been together long enough to know if what he says is absolutely true, or he is as he seems. Figure in the circumstances of how you got together, then you have a lot of insecurities, and fears to work out. I don't know what you expect after only a month or so of dating, but its obvious its not realistic, but it does sound rushed.
Too much, too fast, crash and burn. All those red flags are telling you to slow down, and enjoy getting to know some one before you see all this love you think your feeling. No wonder your having conflict with him and yourself.
Talaniman Rule-Never follow your heart when it's so broken, it makes the brain feel like mush
Talaniman Rule- never be in a hurry to give your heart to a stranger. Wait until they have proven they deserve it, and know what to do with it.
Talaniman Rule- Doesn't matter how intense the feelings, or how much fun you have, never give your heart to someone you don't know well, and that's only after the lust has worn off for you both.
Talaniman Rule - Don't miss other opportunities and options because your stuck on someone who is not as stuck on you, that's just plain crazy.
Talaniman Rule- Be honest with yourself, and be honest with others.
Talaniman Rule-Never put all your eggs in a stranger's basket. Save some for your own basket.
Talaniman Rule-if they don't like you, forget 'em.
Talaniman Rule- Give yourself 6 months of dating and getting to know someone, before you decide together to be DATING EXCLUSIVELY, and having fun getting to know each other.
Talaniman Rule-Never put all your eggs in a stranger's basket. Save some for your own basket.
Talaniman Rule-if they don't like you, forget 'em.
Talaniman Rule- Give yourself 6 months of dating and getting to know someone, before you decide together to be DATING EXCLUSIVELY, and having fun getting to know each other.
I think all of these rules appy to YOU!
toffee_apple87
Oct 14, 2010, 06:36 AM
I'm 24 and he is 38 x
toffee_apple87
Oct 14, 2010, 06:38 AM
Really foundyour post helpful but thoughti would let you know we have been together for two years and have already bee through a hell of a lot we've actually been very strong but this age thing has just popped up
toffee_apple87
Oct 14, 2010, 07:57 AM
I've never had much romance in my life I've never really known how to be romantic and noonbe has ever been romantic with me, I only know what I see from the movies... I often do what you would call sweet gestures for rmy partner , like putting little messages in his butty box for work buying him a random gift every now and then giving him a treat in the bedroom etc he also does this for me, but id love to do something romantic for him one night as he does for me, andi wouldlike to return the favour but I have no idea what to do. Soif anyone has any suggestions.
Enigma1999
Oct 14, 2010, 09:08 AM
How about a nice romantic dinner at home. With music, candles, some wine and dinner.
That always seems to be a success for me.
Another thing that you can do, is having a picnic in the backyard. Throwing a blanket down, with again, some candles, some wine, and a nice desert. This is something that you can do after dinner. That way you can move it outside to lay with each other and look at the stars.
Giving him a massage is always nice too.
toffee_apple87
Oct 15, 2010, 01:37 AM
Id love to do the yard thing but haven't got a lawn and its only a small yard lol
Enigma1999
Oct 15, 2010, 08:48 AM
Do you have a balcony? Or even a fire place in your home? If so, then you can lay a small blanket down next to the fire place, and continue on with the desert part of the night. Do you guys own a pickup truck? If so, then you could even throw a blanket on there.
Even a bubble bath can work wonders.
answerme_tender
Oct 15, 2010, 09:17 AM
Okay, so here is an idea that is romantic and sexy. (and works great)! Make sure wear dress or skirt, with nice heels. Take him out dinner or movie(really doesn't matter which) put in middle of dessert if dinner or close to end of movie lean over and very quietly tell him you have nothing on under the skirt and proceed to finish whatever dessert very slowly!! I think you can handle the rest.
talaniman
Oct 15, 2010, 11:04 AM
Things will ALWAYS pop up in any relationship as long as your together. How you handle it as individuals, and as a couple is what will define you, or make, or break you.
Fr_Chuck
Oct 15, 2010, 11:15 AM
Those ages are not that bad, but again it is the people, and what type of interest you have. My wife is over 10 years younger, ( maybe more)
I remember black and white TV, see does not,
They did not have computers in the college I went to, she can not believe life without them
I grew up to the Lone Ranger and Sky King on TV, she remembers shows more similar to things my older kids watched.
Now of course we will be looking when he is 70 and you are just 55. Depending on how he ages and his health but he will slow down and not be as active long before you start normally. So 30 or 40 years down the road is when there may be more issues, but if it is based on love, and there is great communication in a relationship it should be fine
Enigma1999
Oct 15, 2010, 12:08 PM
Okay, so here is an idea that is romantic and sexy. (and works great)!! Make sure wear dress or skirt, with nice heels. Take him out dinner or movie(really doesnt matter which) put in middle of dessert if dinner or close to end of movie lean over and very quietly tell him you have nothing on under the skirt and proceed to finish whatever dessert very slowly!!! I think you can handle the rest.
Lmao or she could do it your way. Which will be even more successful! Now wy couldn't I think of that? Haha
talaniman
Oct 15, 2010, 07:36 PM
Its not romance you need to solve, but the way the two of you relate to each other. After merging your threads then the whole story comes out and there is no need to start new threads about the same guy.
No wonder you're confused and a bit lost as to what you are doing with this fellow.
You both have issues to work out and then the romance will be natural because you both will be healthy enough to care about each others feelings and know what to do about them.