slondono168
Aug 21, 2010, 07:28 AM
I was in relationship with my ex girlfriend for 8 months, at the end I was tired and fed up because all we did was argue and I pretty much got annoyed of everything. Our relationship had our ups and downs but at the end all we did was argue and I just couldn't take anymore. After we broke up about a month later we started talking again. Everything was good I feeling that spark again like when we started. We chose to be friends until we know that we can work this out before getting back together. All of sudden she changed on me completely. I never saw her attitude like this before. She told me she was happy being alone because she wouldn't have to worry about arguing and she was free to chill with who ever she wants.
Im 20 years old and she's 18. I love her I really do, I know I made a mistake by leaving her and I wouldn't try so hard to work things out with her if I didn't. She tells me she loves me but sometimes I have my doubts by the way she carries herself. She talks to me different now than before. Every time I'm with her I see her phone go off every second because her guy friends keeps wanting to talk to her. I know we are young and we need to give each other our space but how am I suppose to feel right now? I treated this girl right, I never cheated her and I was always honest? So I tell myself why is she doing this to me? Is she taking me for granted or something? The things she tells me at times amaze me because so many guys tries to talk to her.
A lot of people tells me to move on, that its just not worth it. But I'm fighting for what I love. She tells me that I'm going through what she went through when we were fighting when we were going out. That she gotten use to arguing all the time. She says eventually we will get over this, but when? Im getting tired of everything already. She tells me she loves me but right now she wants her space and what's to have fun. She tells me I should do the same. I just don't know anymore. I'm in college, I'm about to graduate and I want her to be there with me while I start of my career.
Im 20 years old and she's 18. I love her I really do, I know I made a mistake by leaving her and I wouldn't try so hard to work things out with her if I didn't. She tells me she loves me but sometimes I have my doubts by the way she carries herself. She talks to me different now than before. Every time I'm with her I see her phone go off every second because her guy friends keeps wanting to talk to her. I know we are young and we need to give each other our space but how am I suppose to feel right now? I treated this girl right, I never cheated her and I was always honest? So I tell myself why is she doing this to me? Is she taking me for granted or something? The things she tells me at times amaze me because so many guys tries to talk to her.
A lot of people tells me to move on, that its just not worth it. But I'm fighting for what I love. She tells me that I'm going through what she went through when we were fighting when we were going out. That she gotten use to arguing all the time. She says eventually we will get over this, but when? Im getting tired of everything already. She tells me she loves me but right now she wants her space and what's to have fun. She tells me I should do the same. I just don't know anymore. I'm in college, I'm about to graduate and I want her to be there with me while I start of my career.