I loved him more than myself... I saw him first in my school... he was with his friend... we never talked with each other in school... I had a secret crush on him for 2 years but I never realised that... our school was over... now was the time to join college... during my summer vacation I gave a friend request to him in orkut... he accepted my request... we became friends... we used to chat through gtalk... and as well as through mobile... one day he asked me how I feel about him... I told him everything whatever I was feeling for him... I was in love with him... he understood that but he was still asking me exactly what I was feeling for him... after knowing everything he proposed me... we had a nice chat through mobile... I started to love him more than before... we used to chat only in nights... while chatting he used to fall asleep... but I never used to get angry on him for this... he used to take care of me... but we never met once... we used to chat and talk through mobile... our relationship lasted for one month n 20 days... we both were in love... he kept one condition while proposing me he told me not to tell any of my friends about this relation ship I never did that tooo but my friends realised that I was having some relationship with someone secretly... they found out about my relationship then they asked him about this... he got angry by this... and he breakupd with me... I still love him... one month and 4 days have passed but he never called or messaged me... I feel lonely without him.. I mailed him but he never replied me... he told me not to call or text... he changed his mobile no... last words from him were... please dont cry for me....and please dont disturb me now am out with my friends....be successfull in future and take care of yourself...bye bye...;'( .. now I want him back... but I don't know if he ll come back or not... if he was not in love with me then why did he proposed me..? I still cry for him... I still miss him.. I still want him... will he ever come back to me..? my love was always true for him... was he true to me... will he come back me... will my life be the same how it was before... please tell me... or must I let him go... I can't think of dating someone else... I want him back... will he come back if so when he ll come back... I miss him a lot...

You never really had anything by way of a true relationship with this boy, and now he wants no more contact with you.

Sorry to say it but I think you were just filling in time for him, and why wouldnt he want anyone to know about it. Perhaps he had or has a g/f.

Whatever the reasons hes gone now and all you can do is put this down to experience, and next time you get chatting with a boy tell him you want to meet him, or for him to forget it, dont have an online romance get out there and find a real person who wants to meet you be with you, go out with you, switch off the P.C. and go out and mix with people real people not someone behind a monitor typing a load of untruths to you.:)

Good Luck...

What ever you said may be right I think I must forget him... I think he was never true to me...

Yipe.. for whatever reason he just wanted to have a "fling" with you over the internet.. that's all.. and making you to keep it in such a big secret really proves it.. I am afraid to say he probably didn't feel the same way you do for him.. so it doesn't worth your time and energy on this guy anymore.. it hurts but its time to move on.. there are often times when you might pour your heart out for someone but you don't get any return back at the end.. but its part of life.. the important part is to learn from it, keep your chin up and move on... take care!

I think you're head is in the right place... he has obviously cut contact with you by changing his number and telling you not to bother him... therefore you should do just that... cut off all contact with him... not going to be easy and it'll hurt but you come out better in the long run

The fantasy is over, now get a reality that you enjoy, and are happy with.