otto30
Aug 4, 2010, 12:59 PM
Hi there,
Basically my girlfriend and I have been together for over 3 years. I’m 30 year old. She is 9 years older. I decided to go back to college at the same time (year) we start going out together. I wanted to get a qualification to basically get a better job and a career. These 3 years together have been wonderful, real happiness, you know! We both could say it WAS perfect. We overcome so many problems and prejudice from other people about the age difference and background (I am a foreigner in her country). Anyway, due to the global financial crisis last year I decided to do another 2 years of course which would give me a degree and of course more changes of a better job and a career. I have been studying full-time and work as many hours as I can (over 30 hrs/week) to pay for the course. Living, bills, etc. She has been very supportive and always backed me up without asking anything back. And I appreciate and love her so much for everything she’s done for me and for being there all the time. I cannot describe it!
The last couple of months she decide she wants to have a baby.. out of the blue. I said it is not the right time because of my degree, full-time job and expenses. Also I might need to move city depending on job offers since there’s nothing near us like companies etc that could offer me a job in the area which I am studying. So to avoid the expenses of commuting miles and miles it would be cheaper to move near to work (in future only).
However she insists about the baby, like NOW. And she does not want to move even knowing she hates the city we live (she always said many and many times.) and when I get a new job after uni, we could live in a better place, nice house etc and start the family. She wants to move to Oz (her biggest dream) So I promissed her that I would try to take us over there but first I'd need experience to get the visa.
Well, she left me! I feel horrible. She cannot wait another 10 – 12 months until I finish uni. She wants it now. I do not know if there is something to do with her age (close to 40s) or the fact of moving to another city. We have tried to talk, but she only says we want different things (even knowing for me it’s about the time). I told her I love her I want a baby but I have to finish my course and get a proper job. I don’t have time much for us due to work and course. I know it is my fault. I keep telling her it is temporary and this time this year it will be us in a better life.
She moved out! According to her she wants a baby and being with me would only hold me away from my dream of getting the job I always wanted and have been studying. (no she has not met anyone)
Even if I give her a baby now she will probably not want to move away and I’ll feel bad for leaving my family behind because something I always wanted to achieve and I have been proud of myself for everything I have achieved so far.
I do want a family but I also want my career sorted first! I tried to convince her but didn’t work. I am on my own wishing her back so badly. People say move one (I had a few opportunities to met other people and apparently there is some interest on me) but I don’t want. I want her back.
What would you guys recommend? And girls, what would you expect to me to do if you were her?
Basically my girlfriend and I have been together for over 3 years. I’m 30 year old. She is 9 years older. I decided to go back to college at the same time (year) we start going out together. I wanted to get a qualification to basically get a better job and a career. These 3 years together have been wonderful, real happiness, you know! We both could say it WAS perfect. We overcome so many problems and prejudice from other people about the age difference and background (I am a foreigner in her country). Anyway, due to the global financial crisis last year I decided to do another 2 years of course which would give me a degree and of course more changes of a better job and a career. I have been studying full-time and work as many hours as I can (over 30 hrs/week) to pay for the course. Living, bills, etc. She has been very supportive and always backed me up without asking anything back. And I appreciate and love her so much for everything she’s done for me and for being there all the time. I cannot describe it!
The last couple of months she decide she wants to have a baby.. out of the blue. I said it is not the right time because of my degree, full-time job and expenses. Also I might need to move city depending on job offers since there’s nothing near us like companies etc that could offer me a job in the area which I am studying. So to avoid the expenses of commuting miles and miles it would be cheaper to move near to work (in future only).
However she insists about the baby, like NOW. And she does not want to move even knowing she hates the city we live (she always said many and many times.) and when I get a new job after uni, we could live in a better place, nice house etc and start the family. She wants to move to Oz (her biggest dream) So I promissed her that I would try to take us over there but first I'd need experience to get the visa.
Well, she left me! I feel horrible. She cannot wait another 10 – 12 months until I finish uni. She wants it now. I do not know if there is something to do with her age (close to 40s) or the fact of moving to another city. We have tried to talk, but she only says we want different things (even knowing for me it’s about the time). I told her I love her I want a baby but I have to finish my course and get a proper job. I don’t have time much for us due to work and course. I know it is my fault. I keep telling her it is temporary and this time this year it will be us in a better life.
She moved out! According to her she wants a baby and being with me would only hold me away from my dream of getting the job I always wanted and have been studying. (no she has not met anyone)
Even if I give her a baby now she will probably not want to move away and I’ll feel bad for leaving my family behind because something I always wanted to achieve and I have been proud of myself for everything I have achieved so far.
I do want a family but I also want my career sorted first! I tried to convince her but didn’t work. I am on my own wishing her back so badly. People say move one (I had a few opportunities to met other people and apparently there is some interest on me) but I don’t want. I want her back.
What would you guys recommend? And girls, what would you expect to me to do if you were her?