OK so I've been friends with this girl 4 like 5 to 6 years when we were both like 14 or 15 we would have sleepovers and just make out I never did anything with a girl besides her, she was the 1st and only girl I liked it in the beginning but I wasn't sure how I felt then we stopped being friends because another 1 of my bestfriends told me she had made up a rumor about me so I got super defensive and told her I didn't think we should be friends a year later I decided to try an be friends with her because I missed her and now were bestfriends but I miss kissing her :( I love guys but when I'm with her I don't think about them me and her flirt a lot but she likes guys to so its confusing... I want things to be like they were back then were both 18 now and I don't no what to do... HELP ME PLEZZZZ

Don't let the physical stuff allow to be "friends" with someone who would spread a rumor about you. Be careful with this girl. You are technically an adult and things change when you grow because people have more freedom and access to more people. So be nice to her but you don't have to be kissing friends.

You say you still like guys but ypu lreally like this one girl even though she did something that was not very nice to you you have come back to her because you like here as much more then just as two girls would normally like each other you like her for sexual reason's well I say if you are feeling this way toward this lone girl you just might be becoming a lesbain and there is nothing wrong with that

I am amle who would love to be female so that I could have real girlfriends just like this when you are a girl it is better to be female then male and then to be able to have very close intimate relations with other girls because girls know how and what it is like to be a girl and to want this!

And I wish and want to be a girl myself so that I too could be this way I do not like being male anymore and have alwsys wanted to be a girl!