mgmeadors
Jun 19, 2010, 04:41 PM
I didn't marry well but had 2 children. My children didn't like their father and begged me to divorce him. They even asked me to pray with them that God would give them a new dad because he threw fits of anger and it scared them. They cried a lot and I also cried and suffered panic attacks. I lived with this man for 22 years because I had no education and no way of earning enough money to get away. Finally my mother moved out of her house and bought a new house so there was a vacant house and I had a key to it. So I packed up as much as I could and moved with our best china, our TV, and all the nice home interiors we had. I transferred the cable to this house. After I got everything arranged my oldest daughter decided she was not coming. This really scared me and the panic attacks got worse. Then my daughter said I am trying to ruin her life by disconnecting the cable at her dads house. The stress levels rose. I asked a friend at work to come stay with me and he agreed. Then my daughter began calling me an adulterer and a sinner. This little girl that begged me to divorce her abusive father is now calling me a sinner. It has been 2 years now. No Christmas, No Easter, No Valentines Day, No Mothers Day and I wasn't even invited to her wedding last week. I love my daughter but now she has my younger son calling me a sinner and now he has gone back with his dad because he thinks I'm evil and neither one of my kids will talk to me. What do I do now?