:mad: :confused: ok. well im nicole. i have been with my boyfrien often on for the last like 3 months. i like him BUT there is this guy that i refuse to like. but i like him. we hadsomthing. but not anymore. he is a jerk but i like HIM!! and i know what i want but then i dont. i want a boyfren but then when i have one. i just want to be alone, then when im not with anyone. i love just chillin. but then it sucks because i see everyone with a boyfirend or somethin and im not jealous im just confused like mad yo! so im just wondering if anyone been in this situation and can help me PLEASE!!!!!! why do isthis doin this

OK, for the first thing the you like him but you don't, I've recently gone through a similar expirence and yes I know it sux! But you just got to let yourself like him you can't stop your heart from pounding when you see someone. You just need to relize that he is a jerk and he might not be a great guy to go out with but if you like him just ggo with it until you get over him. 2nd of all the want to go out but don't want to is basically if you want to be with yourself than just thtz fine
! U just need to know what you want, I'm no expert but if I were you I would go some place where I'm all by myself and it is quiet and just think lay on your tummy or watever and just think think about what you want and if you figure out that you want to be by yypur self for a while than it shouldn't bother you that other people have boy friends or girl friends! And maybe what you need is not love from a boy you like but love from your family, so taklkt to them get the love you deserve and then when you are ready just go for it and go out with who ever!
Sincerely, hope I helped,
Heidi flores