Benbostian
May 18, 2010, 11:26 AM
Okay, Im not an expert on love or life.. Im 18. Haha But I do know that you should never regret anything in your life. If you do, find a way, anyway to get rid of that regret. This is my story on regret... I was 13 me and this girl made 2 years. Obviously we broke up for a stupid reason because we both can't remember.. But we do remember the first time we told each other we loved them... Our first kiss. And so much more.. Anyway we broke up the summer of my freshman year and we didn't actually have a real convorsation for four long years until a month before the end of high school.. My freshman year, I still loved her. Couldn't get her off my mind. So, I decided (which wasn't my best idea) to act like I hated her guts to try and get over her.. Guess what happened? She thought I hated her and I felt terrible! I wanted to let her know I still had feelings for her but I couldn't and I didn't. My sophomore year, I totally changed into the guy I am today.. because of her I knew what heartache felt like at a young age and that made me realize that I don't want to feel like this, so why would anybody else. Im now a senior in high school, she still goes to school with me and I'm actually writing this in class haha. I graduate in a week, anyway, we were at this party and we said hey and we caught up a little bit. We started talking more and more.. and we both realized that we both never really let go.. My whole high school career I regret telling her the way I felt so the next weekend I told her.. I told her EVERYTHING! She told me she thought I still hated her so she didn't try to tell me she wanted me back.. now we are together and we are doing great!