jzwel
May 9, 2010, 08:44 PM
We never fought. The first 3 months were great, then the last 2 months I kind of got too casual and failed to do the things I should have, like show more affection. It was mainly because of stuff outside of the relationship affecting me. I discussed this with her.
At the end, she stopped messaging me online and when I took notice I saw she went to the status, single on okcupid as well. It was a waste of a great relationship, we are so compatible otherwise and admire a lot about each other. Since then I have cut all contact as I should have.
I have sent emails appologizing and showing my affection, saying I've learned from this experiece. I even sent her flowers. She hasn't replied. I feel bad that I neglected her. I sent a last mail recently, saying I was doing OK but still felt the same as told her I said all I could and that I can't do much more, but am glad I tried as hard as I could.
Lately, its not getting any better. I dream of her a lot too. All I can do is hope.. hope for a email from her. I sent maybe 5 since the breakup, but have stopped. I was thinking of maybe sending soemhting casual and upbeat in July or late June.
She's a sweet girl. We were always faithful to each other. I really feel like it desevres another shot. I never suspected she was upset the last few monhths because she was always happy and smiling... then I was surprised when it ended.
Thanks for reading and anything any of you can add to help.
At the end, she stopped messaging me online and when I took notice I saw she went to the status, single on okcupid as well. It was a waste of a great relationship, we are so compatible otherwise and admire a lot about each other. Since then I have cut all contact as I should have.
I have sent emails appologizing and showing my affection, saying I've learned from this experiece. I even sent her flowers. She hasn't replied. I feel bad that I neglected her. I sent a last mail recently, saying I was doing OK but still felt the same as told her I said all I could and that I can't do much more, but am glad I tried as hard as I could.
Lately, its not getting any better. I dream of her a lot too. All I can do is hope.. hope for a email from her. I sent maybe 5 since the breakup, but have stopped. I was thinking of maybe sending soemhting casual and upbeat in July or late June.
She's a sweet girl. We were always faithful to each other. I really feel like it desevres another shot. I never suspected she was upset the last few monhths because she was always happy and smiling... then I was surprised when it ended.
Thanks for reading and anything any of you can add to help.