Hi.. I don't know what's wrong with me since past few days. I am done with my engineering graduation and I feel I am jealous of people around me having better things than me. I get pissed off on thinking about others' betterment and development. I have lost faith in me and very unhappy with myself. I don't want to start my career with a negative perspective, Please help.

Hi, colorblind!

Do you already have a job lined up?

Thanks!

No.. I am confused between my PG and my job. If somebody is doing better than me in any case I feel he doesn't deserve to get the perks and appreciation for that. Coz I know he is already a sucker personality and knowledge wise. I feel life and destiny is being unfair to me. I am not accounted for the efforts, sincerity and honesty I put in. While others rely on me or if they don't for the same task, they accomplish it in a fraudulent way. I can at least justify myself with others and conclude this. What I feel is natural or I have some problem with something?

No..I am confused between my PG (post grad?) and my job. If somebody is doing better than me (in what way) in any case I feel he doesn't deserve to get the perks and appreciation for that (such as). Coz i know he is already a sucker personality n knowledge wise (??). I feel life and destiny is being unfair to me (How). I am not accounted for the efforts, sincerity and honesty i put in (at what). While others rely on me or if they dont for the same task, they accomplish it in a fraudulent way (example). I can at least justify myself with others n conclude this (how. example). What I feel is natural or I have some problem with something?

Colorblind: I'm having trouble getting a general feel for your question. Would you be so kind as to clarify the items I've highlighted.

Yes, further explanation and clarification would be very helpful!

Thank you for doing the amount of work that you did already on this thread, DrBill100!