SetoKoji
Apr 10, 2010, 01:27 PM
Okay.
So I have known this guy for 4 years. He was my first and last boyfriend. He gave me my first of everything. We have gone out before like three times. The first time it lasted for 7 months but he decided to break it off and the second time, I can't remember for how long it lasted but I broke it off and now the third time which is now.. he broke it off. We just broke up 4 days ago and this relationship has lasted for four months. The reason he broke up with me this time is because I was destroying all his stuff at his place. I started to scratch him with my nails and I even left him marks on his skin. I don't know why I did such an awful thing. I maybe do have anger management problems when it comes to him. So that is why he broke up with me and I think this time for good, we are over. Every time we would argue and stuff, I would come back home from his place and hours later, he would text me saying "I miss you.. when can I see you again?", he would never give up on me but this time, it's been four days straight and he hasn't even texted or call me. I guess he has completely given up on me.
The point is, I really miss him so much and I just can't stop thinking about him. It's been four days of lack of sleep and no eating due to me being so hung up on him. I can't get him off my mind and I can't stop crying. It's especially hard for me because he comes to my house every day to work out with my brother. He even sleeps over. So I have been locked up in my room for four days straight just so I won't see or hear him. But I can still hear him even though I'm in my room, that's how loud his voice is. I miss him so much. Will he ever come back to me? Do you think he'll give me another chance? What can I do to get over him? Please help.
So I have known this guy for 4 years. He was my first and last boyfriend. He gave me my first of everything. We have gone out before like three times. The first time it lasted for 7 months but he decided to break it off and the second time, I can't remember for how long it lasted but I broke it off and now the third time which is now.. he broke it off. We just broke up 4 days ago and this relationship has lasted for four months. The reason he broke up with me this time is because I was destroying all his stuff at his place. I started to scratch him with my nails and I even left him marks on his skin. I don't know why I did such an awful thing. I maybe do have anger management problems when it comes to him. So that is why he broke up with me and I think this time for good, we are over. Every time we would argue and stuff, I would come back home from his place and hours later, he would text me saying "I miss you.. when can I see you again?", he would never give up on me but this time, it's been four days straight and he hasn't even texted or call me. I guess he has completely given up on me.
The point is, I really miss him so much and I just can't stop thinking about him. It's been four days of lack of sleep and no eating due to me being so hung up on him. I can't get him off my mind and I can't stop crying. It's especially hard for me because he comes to my house every day to work out with my brother. He even sleeps over. So I have been locked up in my room for four days straight just so I won't see or hear him. But I can still hear him even though I'm in my room, that's how loud his voice is. I miss him so much. Will he ever come back to me? Do you think he'll give me another chance? What can I do to get over him? Please help.