Over spring break, I was at a party without my best friend, which was really weird. Her guy and my guy were both there, our guys are best friends so it works out that we each have one. Anyway, I was super schwasted and pretty high. Earlier in the night, I told my guy I didn't want to have sex because of other personal reasons and so we only made out. After he left, my best friend's guy, Ian* came up to me and was saying things like "Damn, no one to hook up with here." and I tried to be say stuff about how if my best friend was here he'd be having fun, and so he proceeded to ask me to help him find someone to hook up with. He said every girl was gross... except me. So he kissed me right there, and I told him no for the next hour. In the end, though, we ended up in the bathroom and then going to a bedroom and we had sex. Ian* doesn't like my best friend in a way that he wants to go out with her, but she really likes him. And Ian's* best friend is my hookup. I have NO idea what to do, especially because I want to hook up with Ian* again. And last night we hooked up again too.
What do I do?

If Ian is someone's guy, why was he wanting to hook up at a party?

Also, if you are someone's girl, why are you wanting to hook up with Ian (again)?

Are you sure you want your email known to the world?