sunshineinmyworld
Mar 6, 2010, 03:21 PM
I am 22 years old, about to graduate college with an engineering degree in a couple months. I feel completely lost at times and I am totally scared what's going to happen come graduation. Im not prepared and every time I try to figure out my future I fail. I have had a very unstable relationship with my boyfriend for almost two years now. My mother's relationship and I has been pretty steady up until recently. I now cannot even stand to have a conversation with her, I feel like she doesn't ever really understand what I am talking about. My sister's and I relationship is pretty much in the gutter, our last outburst pertained to my current significant other. Anyway I feel depressed and overwhelmed with everything and Im losing motivation to even continue the things I currently do at school, work and even in my relationships. I really don't know what to do. I am taking ADHD medication and I feel like I have been having mood swings, and my signigicant other sees it as well. I have a hard time trusting his opinion in that sense because he has hurt me so many times. I feel like I have lost control and in the end Ill be stuck without a plan and my dreams will be ruined. This is just the beginning of what I have been feeling lately. I need a support group, I don't have many friends.