nvrbrkn
Feb 15, 2010, 07:36 PM
hello everyone,
This is my first post and I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for sharing you stories and helping perfect strangers like myself. My story is just like the rest of a broken heart and all the things that come with it. A very brief look into my past I was enaged and was in a 3 1/2 year relationship which may have went bad for a number of reasons which now I don't bother with. The last 6 months felt like the worst time of my life and that doomday was around the corner. Finally the day Dec 6th, I came home to a empty house and that was the day I felt my pieces of broken heart break even more. I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried and started drinking like the last few months after 28 beers and a bottle of crown I had passed out by the edge of the pool with my head almost touching the water. Now I don't remember how I got there that night I started asking myself what the heck was I doing or thinking of doing. After a while I was on the net and found this site and has been my life support through this. I went to professionals for help before this and they could not help me cause I was not ready to let go and accept my reality. After reading numerous posts on this site something happened and I learned that I was not alone. This changed my perception on my own life. I had to be strong and become a better person than this drunk and bitter human being that had went through each emotion to the core ( shock,anger, betrayal, depression etc). I have been sober for 3 months, re decorated the house, 2 1/2 months into the p90x fitness program and got a six pack not my in my hand either for a change. I wanted to thank all of you especially all the experts for all the wise words of wisdom. Nothing makes sense unless you are ready to accept what has happened and willing to let go. Thanks to all the people and hope that someone will find this to benefit them in some positive way. Thanks again!!
This is my first post and I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for sharing you stories and helping perfect strangers like myself. My story is just like the rest of a broken heart and all the things that come with it. A very brief look into my past I was enaged and was in a 3 1/2 year relationship which may have went bad for a number of reasons which now I don't bother with. The last 6 months felt like the worst time of my life and that doomday was around the corner. Finally the day Dec 6th, I came home to a empty house and that was the day I felt my pieces of broken heart break even more. I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried and started drinking like the last few months after 28 beers and a bottle of crown I had passed out by the edge of the pool with my head almost touching the water. Now I don't remember how I got there that night I started asking myself what the heck was I doing or thinking of doing. After a while I was on the net and found this site and has been my life support through this. I went to professionals for help before this and they could not help me cause I was not ready to let go and accept my reality. After reading numerous posts on this site something happened and I learned that I was not alone. This changed my perception on my own life. I had to be strong and become a better person than this drunk and bitter human being that had went through each emotion to the core ( shock,anger, betrayal, depression etc). I have been sober for 3 months, re decorated the house, 2 1/2 months into the p90x fitness program and got a six pack not my in my hand either for a change. I wanted to thank all of you especially all the experts for all the wise words of wisdom. Nothing makes sense unless you are ready to accept what has happened and willing to let go. Thanks to all the people and hope that someone will find this to benefit them in some positive way. Thanks again!!