no one knows me
Feb 8, 2010, 12:05 PM
I am 31 weeks pregnant with my third child, and I feel trapped. I love my husband very much but I don't think that he is happy in our marriage and that hurts me so much I just want out. I want him to be happy but I cannot remain married to him and him live as though he were single. The reason I feel trapped is that we have everything together and I have no job or source of income besides my husband I have never been one to have rely on a man so this is very hard. I don't really want to put my children through all this but there doesn't seem to be a right answer. I feel like getting rid of all the animals and the house and then figuring out something but nothing feels like the right answer. It would help if I wasn't very much in love with my husband but I am and that make everything seem wrong. I can't really talk to my husband because he travels all the time and when I try to bring up my feelings he finds it to easy to just hang up on me. Nothing gets addressed and things just get worse. Now I have two kids no job, no source of income. No hope and a baby on the way. I hate the thoughts that I have been having please help.