I don't remember it clearly, but it's about this girl who comes from a good family but somehow she enters the porn industry and when her family found out they were very angry with her and disappointed, especially her mom. Then she became quite famous and went home during christmas holidays and bought all these gifts for her family but the didn't appreciate it, cause they didn't like it how she earned her money. She was living in a small town so everyone knew about this and they really disrespected her and her family, her brothers and sisters even got bullied at school because of her porn movies. If I'm right then she's also addicted to drugs, she was very depressive then and moved in with this rich guy (a producer or sth) but in the end she commits suicide with a gun and then the film ends. I can only remember that she was wearing a pink sport outfit or pink sweater or something. Anyway, it was a tragic movie. It's an old movie from 1993 or something. Can anyone help me?

Thanks in advance.

PS
I'm sorry I know my decription is really vague but it's a very long time ago so this is everything that I can remember.

Might be Shattered Innocence (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0096091/)

Hey I think it really is the movie I was looking for! Thanks a lot!