I've been dating my boyfriend for a year and a bit now.
We both have sexual desires. I want to go that bit father
But I'm scared to.I am a virgin. Well, to a point I am.
I was raped when I was 14. I do not know if the guy went
All inside me. Breaking my hymen or not. And I'm scared
To find out if he didn't with my current boyfriend.I'm also scared
Because I'm a bit overweight. Will my boyfreind still want to
Have sex with me? Will he be disgusted. I'm massively confused
And need someone to help me. He loves mee and I loveee him
So much. Just I'm scared of what he might think. I'm nervous
To get naked in front of him and have him think something
Mean? I don't know.. someone HELP ME?

If he loves you and you love him then who cares how much you way. If he really loves you then he shouldn't care. When I first met my husband I was skinny. Years later I'm not skinny anymore. But he still loves me and we still have sex and
I never feel embarrassed. As far as your past. I've never been raped but I did experience someone try to mess with me by trying to maek me feel them. If you can let it go and worry about what's in front of you and don't let the past haunt you today. Best of luck

Don't do it give it more time... us men sometimes after we get what we want move to the next pile of meat.. sorry but some of us think like that espically the imature ones which he prob. Is due to his age.. if he loves you you should wait.