I have consulted psyciatrist she suggested me medication I am afraid of side effects I have also gone to sexologist he told me that I don't have any physical problem earlier I was OK from past three years I have been in problem due to lot of controlling sex earlier, I am facing this problem as a result I have no control on sex but I also don't any sexual feeling as I practiced hard to control feelings as I left the meditation I am in no position to bring back that feelings I was not doing that meditation righly that's why I left the meditation called vipassana

What is your question? It sounds like you are trying to find help. Why won't you cooperate?